We will still be, friends forever.

I really miss my old friends. I miss JJC with IPG+MMMN, I miss Commonwealth with sevenups, poultrys and birdies. Sighhhhhh. NUS is just NOT the same without them la:(

NUS just seems so cold, so unfamiliar. I know i have my new OG and many new friends but i dunno, i can't seem to really get close to them:/ Maybe it's because i've only known them for 3 weeks so yupp? Sighhhh but i feel so distant from them:( We have this facebook group and all of them seem so active in it and so friendly with each other and i'm just sitting in front of my comp looking at it but not contributing to their discussions because i'm not really on the same wavelength as them?:/

I really miss my usual clique:( Like what yuneng just smsed me, "i just miss our loving class". It's like how now that we can't see each other anymore we stalk each other's blogs to feel loved and connected to each other still lol! Sighhhhhh why can't old friends stay together forever??

But at least i have my new cheena clique from my OG haha! They are the nicest new friends ever and i believe that with time, they'll become my next best friends clique haha! And i'm still with dear Es and Bren, we have 4 same modules together this sem heee!(but next sem i dunno already T.T) And with peiqi and maria in FASS too. And duck, weiqi, jolene, serene, sinlin all in NUS too:D And vera living just beside NUS even though she's not studying in nus hee! We're still together, somehow:)

Sec 1 to J2 are my best years in life.
I just miss you all so much, my old friends:(

My OG damn on!

Barely 2 weeks into knowing each other and we've been out on OG outings almost every other day lol! Lunch at the deck on school days, rag & flag day and the recent prawning, i'm seeing them so much haha!
My og's made up of ppl who loves to camwhore and go out, everyone of them adores the camera, even more so then me haha! And i still thought i'm the most like to camwhore one already,  # 原來一山还有一山高.

Some of the nicer pictures from the 100++ prawning pictures haha!

Going to school in 2 hours time, Then i'll be seeing them again haha!
It's nice to have such a big group of new friends in school!;D

Same old brand new you!

Went cycling with the usual clique from A01 on a bright, sunny Monday afternoon:) We were all late, but that's okay because it's usual haha! We celebrated our dear Brenda Boh's birthday and cycled till we (the girls only la actually haha! Cause the boys got army training!) were all out of breath. It was then that i realized my physique isn't up to standard anymore:( Not even halfway to Changi and i've exhausted all of my energy already! The others still have to wait for me while i rest hehheh! I think i'm the most unfit among them liao lol!

You girls are definitely at the top:) It's been almost three years now and even longer with duck and es haha! You girls are the ones whom i know i can Really Truly rely everything on and be who i am, camwhore, unglam, nosy, despo, teeko and whatsnot:)
No secrets, no awkwardness, no conflicts, no hard feelings. We knew each other so well it's totally home wherever there's you guys.
Thanks for always being there for me, through school, through relationships, through life, through growing up, and for accompanying me to the toilet, to events, to the food stalls, to everywhere. You girls made me so independent on you all that i'm actually having a hard time moving on now without you girls by my side everyday anymore:(

Nothing compares. You guys are the bestest bunch of friends i've ever had and i'll ever have!

Great friends are hard to come by, i'll hold on tight to you girls till i breathe my very last breath haha!
I love you all, really really very very much!

It's the start of something new:)

New school, new friends, new life, new style. I need to get used to it all:) I hope NUS would be nice to me!

Starting NUS with a bang!

I LOVE NUSFASS! I LOVE R HOUSE! I LOVE ROWER RANGERS!!!!:D
It's been an amazing 5 days with RowerRangers and all the fun, laughter, jokes, companionship and joy that accompanied:) I've made so many awesome and wonderful new friends there i'm so excited for school to start!! I can't wait to have lectures with them and go to tutorial classes tgt!:D I'm so glad i joined OWeek! It's in this camp that i met so many wonderful people who made me feel so at home at NUS!

I'm not afraid of first day of school anymore, what's there to be afraid of when you have your whole OG to go school with heh! I love RowerRangers!!! It's been only 5 days but i already felt so attached to them! Esp my cheena clique hee!! All day long we speak chinese, i like lol! It's so amazing how we find all the right poeple to make friends with and how fast we all warm up to each other. #The power of orientation:D

Oweek day 1 was scary though:/ Because i didn't know everybody and they all looked so menacing lol! But then all of us smiled after awhile to hide the awkwardness and we begin the chatting. Oweek day 2 was when i found my cheena friends in my OG haha! I was so happy their first language was chinese too and we talked non-stop IN CHINESE lol! I was so nervous when i entered FASS because i was afraid all the ppl there are gonna speak english haha! Not that im bad at english la, its just that i prefer speaking in chinese, and writing in english lol! And day 3 was when i found even more cheena peeps and we cheena tgt lol! Day 4 was beach day and day 5 was sports day. During these two days i used all of my energy hiding away from the sun lol! And for once in my whole entire life, i didn't get sunburnt! Yayness!:D

I know i retype alot times ready but i really love my OG la:) Everybody is so nice, so fun, so sweet, so awesome! I miss them as soon as i said goodbye to them on day 5 T.T! And and my RowerRangers won best OG!!!:D Hehheh so proud!:D So proud of my rowerranger formation cheer too, i showed it off to my family everynight before i sleep lol!

I'm so gonna love my Uni life.:D
RowerRangers, you guys make me look forward to school!

together since young

Amanda, Gl, Me, KK!:D

They were my childhood friends:) Except kk la, who is from JJ haha! Love meetups like this, where we meet again and talk about everything under the sun just like back in the good old days:)

Useless

I've never felt so stressed out before. So many things to do, so dumb my brain. I dunno what to do dunno what will happen dunno this dunno that i feel like a piece of stupid shit.
I'm so reliant on others i really dunno what to do now. I think i'm a burden to all my friends. Everything also must depend on them and follow them. Because i dun have a brain. I'm 100% dependent on my friends. Now that i'm alone in this stupid situation i have no one to rely on now. And i can't rely on myself because im too idiotic.
And i have to keep troubling and pestering my friends about what to do now with my stupid problem. I feel so useless, even till now i have to rely on the help from my friends to solve my own problem. I suck leh really, i'm useless like a useless piece of shit.

Go everywhere also dunno how to go need to follow friends, do everything also dunno how to do need to get help from friends, everything also need my friends to remind me, tell me, help me, do with me.
Without my friends i might as well just go and die. I'm such a useless piece of shit seriously.

I really wanna Thank Esther, Jolene, Soe, Maria, Duck, Brenda, Peiqi for helping me through and through over everything even though you guys know you dun really have to help me but you all still keep helping me! THANK YOU!!! I know i'm super mafan and irritating, thank you for bearing with me and giving me all the help you can, i really dunno what to do now but to thank you guys so much!

And thank you boyf, for always being there for me and constantly reminding me that i'm not useless. Thank you for wiping my tears away and telling me things are going to be okay!

I know i need to be independent, but i just can't. I dunno why but i just can't seem to.

When poultrys enter NUS:D

All hell breaks lose.
CORS bidding is the epitome is stressful lol! Its totally like investment, you have to constantly monitor the increase and decrease and decide carefully whether you wanna up or down your bid. Poutrys sat down at MAC from 2 to 5pm with our eyes glued to the CORS website the whole time and all we can talk about is BIDS haha! And when the clock strikes 5pm we heaved signs of relief because bidding is now over. Oh gosh i really really hope we all managed to get the modules we want!!! Good luck to all of us!!!

Anyway, here are our retarded faces caused by the intense stress of CORS haha!

Free hair, body and face treatment with peiqi!

Goodbyes.

They are horrible. Sad, bitter and heartwrenching!
Especially when you know its goodbye and we may never meet again:(

I said my goodbyes to the two pretty little primary 3 twins that i was teaching ytd, and oh god its so painful:( Yes, they were naughty and naughty and really naughty but that's what makes them so cute and lovable! But no la, they're not really naughty:) They're just playful actually haha! I think i have a fetish for playful kids lol! They are the ones who gave me THIS!:D

And now it's time to go and never see them again:( Because my uni's starting nect week and i have to drop one of my tutees and i chose to drop them because they lived the furthest to me:( I feel so guilty leh! They are so cute so nice so pretty and YET. I. DROPPED. THEM. T.T

The last words they said to me was :"Jie jie come and swim with us soon okay!"
And i said OK, but i'm never gonna do that cause its just impossible.

People come and people go. You meet people and warm up to them and then you have to leave and never see each other again. So cruel but its always like that T.T

Your classmates, your schoolmates, your work mates, your neighbours... Once you leave you know you're not only leaving behind the school or company, you're also leaving behind your friends and all the people you had known.
And unless you're really close with them, you know you'll never be able to see them again.
And even if you're really close with them, they may be too busy to meetup:/

But then again, who knows? Singapore is so small, i bump into people i knew from the past every now and then! (And we say Hi and then the awkwardness sets in so we say Bye lol!)
Heehee maybe i can be a teacher after my uni and teach the two twins again at their school as their teacher??:D

Here's them! RENEE and RACHEL:D

Goodbye. Maybe we'll see each other again.:)

Heartwarmed:)

Almost full attendance today! Only short of WEIQI and KISNAA!
Meetups like this are always nice, steamboat and chit-chatting in front of the TV just like one big family! Isaac's family are so nice lo! They always let us animals into their hse and dun mind us making a din, and a mess out of their living room! Plus, Isaac's mom ALWAYS supply food, and drinks, which is ALWAYS COKE lol! Really so so so super nice of them! So generous, so big-hearted, so warm! THANKS ISAAC!:D
We didn't played games like last time this week though:/ Partly because the lazy worm got into all of our bodies but mainly because Toys Story 1, 2 AND 3 are showing on Isaac's cable TV! So childish lo my usual clique, esp that Duck, Jay and Sal! See Toys only must watch haha! But nvm la i dun blame them, i think they're deprived during their childhood, esp duck i know lol!

Duck: "Eh this picture look like the ;溏心風暴之家好月圓 poster!" (Now showing on ch U at 10pm that one!)
Me: Yalor GOT LEH!! Then Brenda and Esther are the bad guys! (cause you see their -.- faces in the pic so Kaopeh haha!)

No more bad guys! We are one big happy family. Last episode, the end!:D

Cakes from Brenda (she always buys us cakes whenever she comes haha!) and steamboat by Isaac!

Heart these girls so much!

Uni's starting in August and all of us are going different routes. We wun ever be in the same class, sitting together in three rows listening to lectures and tutorials anymore, nor will we be able to occupy three tables in the canteen and eat together during breaks anymore, But even so, i still wanna see you guys every week for the rest of my life! This is so sad, but i know university is never gonna be the same again without you guys:(

It's been almost a year now. It's waves and waves of nostalgia everytime i walk past JJC.
The soccer field, the running track, the security guard, the school canteen... so much memories so dear to me.
It's just like Commonwealth Secondary all over again, only this time, its stronger. It had been so hard to move on from Commonwealth and now it is even harder to move on from JJ. In the future i'll have to move on from NUS and move on from every stage in life.

Oh god i have a great inertia.

I think i was more sociable 8 months ago.

Snippets of my week:)

The boyf : "I don't feel like doing anything. I stare at the ceiling but it feels good eh"

WTF?!! HAHAHAHAHA!

Anyway here's one funny video from Ryan higa, "Nice guys finish last" haha!

Away from home

For a day.
Went to JohorBahru with my boyf and his family on Friday and bought lots of cheap stuffs weewee!:D I love cheap deals haha! Makes me feel like i've "zhuan dao" haha! JB is seriously filled with delicious cheap food that you cannot resist haha! After every one hour of shopping we have to stop and EAT lol! My boyf's brother said :'' you can go home tell your parents you go Taiwan liao, shop eat shop eat shop eat whole day only haha!"

It's like a dream in JB leh! Actually it's like a dream everytime i go overseas lol! It's like i'm not really living in the real world. Because my real world occurs only in Singapore lol!
I think i've been living in Singapore for far too much lol! My whole life, i've been in Singapore and i love it here!
The trees along the roads, the flowers under the blocks, the greenery, the dustbins everywhere, the lines of straight roads, the organised HDB flats, the playgrounds and schools...
Singapore is SO pretty! And clean and fresh! It's a great feeling everytime i reach back in Singapore and see HDBs nearby haha! I'm a true blue Singaporean haha!

I think my boyf's family is really damn nice too lol! They sponsored my whole trip cause i didn't change money:/ , bought nice food for me every one hour, waited for me during my countless times of going toilet and at the immigration checkpoint too (the queue for singapore citizen at the checkpoint takes longer than the Malaysian one tskk)!  I feel both apologetic and grateful to his family but i dunno how to express it so i didn't tell them:(
But nvm i hope the boyf will help me tell haha!

Anyway, here's the only picture from JB haha! Neoprints i took with his sister!:D

I've been a total nerd living in the Jurong West St 42 area my whole 19 years of life.

Then you came in and show me the world.:) Thanks!

Waiting for winter

It's a lovely Thursday morning and i'm waiting, for my boyf to wake up.
Lollol sometimes i wonder how do ppl stay awake in the night and sleep in the morning. It's so vampirish, and UNHEALTHY! Are you a vampire huh boyf?? If you're not then quit sleeping in the morning tskkk!!

I'm thinking bout school, thinking bout life, thinking bout money, thinking bout death. All thanks to Norwegian woods, it's such a sad book leh aiyo! The author seems to be such a sad person:( It's so sad i dun feel good reading it but it's so captivating i can't stop reading lol! #The power of words.
When i was in Primary school, 10 years later i'll still be studying, i'll still be leading the life of a student under the care and concern of my parents and my teachers. And our biggest fear is examinations. 10 years is nothing much.
Now that it's 10 years later and i'm turning 19, 10 years later would be seriously so many years later! I foresee that i've finished university, i'd be married, i'd have kids, i'd be working, i'd be supporting my family.
Just 10 years and i'd be grown from being a kid to nurturing my own kids. Then it'd be like looking at myself growing up when i look at my kids, i'm gonna love my kids so much haha!
I'll buy lots of cane and whip my kids if they dun study. HIAK HIAK!

And then there's death. Everybody will die, but i really wouldn't know what to do when the time comes. There'd be the funeral, and the slowly getting used to life suddenly without someone who had been so close to you. Oh myyyyyy................

Nvm nvm that'll be many many years later, we should focus on the present now instead of dwelling into the past or worrying about the future! School's starting in August! Excitedd!!! No more wasting time already, i'll need to snap back to study mode once again for the last time. T.T it'll be examinations again omg!
New friends new school new lecturers new curriculum new clothes new bags new shoes! And with school 5 days a week, plus CCA, plus teaching tuitions i'm really so afraid that we all wouldn't have time for meetups anymore sobs sobs. Let's just hope Uni won't take away too much of our time and we'll still have time for each other!
For school, for revision, for exams, for family, for boyfriend, for friends, for tuitions, for exercise, for shopping, for KPOP, for omg so many things!!

Dun fret dun fret i shall go watch my Hyuna's Bubble Pop Mv now while waiting for my pig to wake up lollol!
SEXY leh HyunA haha!!!

Where boys become men.

POP loh!:D This time it's Gilbert's and Kisnaa's! After Isaac and Sal, its now their turn to evolve into man:)
Which means dear Jay is still a boy, cause he never POP haha!;D

A01's Usual clique got up at 530 in the morning to witness their graduation. I still think we're so sweet, all of us made an effort to get up early in the morning even before the sun to be there with our two army boys haha! We all made an effort to NOT be late, esp ME! Hahahah because duck sent me 4 smses to warn me not to be late i very scared lol! So in the end, i'm the EARLIEST!!:D And the late ones are Isaac and Jay, with the latter being expected to be late haha! But we still made it:D And its all worthwhile:)

The men in green stinked, were sunburnt and insanely tired, but they still held on, standing upright and singing the NS song with pride. I'm so proud of them, we're all so proud of them!
I bet all the girlfriends there totally fell in love with their boyfriends once again even though they were all sweat and odour haha!

Dear boyf, i can't wait for your POP and to SMELL YOU hahaha!;D

So pretty ryt Marina bay floating platform in the day!
The sun is bright and the sky is clear. Singapore's skyline is breathtaking.:)

All of us! With Kisnaa doing the BMT ROAR haha!;D

One more! With Kisnaa this time being normal lol!:D

The nicest picture of the day!
The moment the boys are waiting for. The moment we all came here for. The moment the boys truly became men.

Then we went on for Popeyes and Saboteur (again!) haha! And we all cheated. LOL.
The usual clique always cheats, be it UNO, Daidi, Monpoly deal or Sabo, everyone of us cheats, BLATENTLY somemore lol! I think we should be named the cheating clique instead, haha!

I think maybe, perhaps, all of us secretly feel bad (the apologetic bad) when we win and feel bad (the sore-loser bad) too when we lose. So we cheat, and show everybody that we cheat. SO NO HARD FEELINGS, NO MATTER WHAT!:D So sweet hor us haha!
We live in harmony, wins and loses doesn't divide us.
Okay bye! POP is kool!:D

The power of makeup.

Just wanted to show you this!

http://michellelin.blogspot.com/2011/06/power-of-makeup-part-2.html

Because i felt so happy after reading it LOL! There are not as many pretty girls as i had thought after all, whewwwwwwwwww i heaved a sigh of relief HAHAHA!:D

Stay home thursday:)

It rained, rained, and rained all through morning and into the afternoon.
It ALWAYS rains on the day we're going to Vera's condo for a swim. The rain never fails. And we always fail, to swim. Haha!
We've only swam at Vera's condo TWICE up to date although we've been to her house for the umpteenth times lol! But that's okay because her house already have everything we need to keep ourselves entertained haha!
Food, Wii, Movies, Kungfupanda, and even a Dog.  You name it, she's got it:D

And so, it's stay home thursday afternoon with the A01 girls!:D

Just realized everybody in the above picture likes to bake, except me. Hahaha! I think i'm not entirely a girl:/
Why don't i like to bake too?!?!:(  I think maybe i'm just lazy?? Or too busy?

Hmmmmmmmmmmm No, i really dun like to bake, nor cook, haha!

Bye!

Being friendly.

Norwegian Woods, that's the book that i've been reading these days on the bus, on the train, when i'm waiting for the train, and when i'm bored. It's been made into a movie and my boyf borrowed the book for me to read because i said i wanted to watch the movie. I think he doesn't wanna watch it so he borrowed the book instead for me LOL! And, more surprisingly, HE WANTS TO READ IT TOO!!! After i'm done with it, i'm so flabbergasted lol, because the boyf i know DOESN'T READ. HAHA!

Norwegian Woods takes me back in time to the 1960s in a place in Japan, it's a story about an anti-social boy and girl mainly haha! It's a wonderful book about love and life and it contains so much depth! Everytime i read it, it takes my soul away. It is so interesting, the japanese way of life and they way they love, although it doesn't sound interesting the way i put it haha! But they're really kool! They lead their lives so differently lol! My life seems childish as compared to theirs haha!

I've only finished the first quarter of the book and it talks about this guy, Toru's life. And he is SO ANTI-SOCIAL. Lol he only has two friends, Kizuki, his best friend, and Naoko, his best friend's girlfriend. Hmmmmm i wonder are there really ppl like him in real life? Really got ppl have ONLY TWO friends?! These two friends are a couple somemore, hmmmmm. (But the story goes on to tell that Kizuki died and Toru was forced to alter his way of life, including making new friends...)

Anyway, the main point is, Toru didn't like friendly ppl, he dislike girls who talk alot and try to be friends with him. He felt that friendly ppl are irritating and abit fake. THIS, ANGERED ME.

Because that means he doesn't like me. I dun like ppl who dun like me. LOL!

But really ma, we make an effort to be friendly and make friends, so that we can be comfortable with each other and help each other, but instead of reciprocating and being nice you think i'm irritating?!?!

When we're friendly we're not trying to act all fake so that you can like us and be friends with us, we're really just trying to be friendly! We're making an effort to be nice!!

I know sometimes maybe i get too carried away and come across as fake, but really, i'm just trying to make friends!:/

K la but i still love the book la lol, I understand that Toru is just a fictional character who needs to be like that so that the story turns out deep and thought-provoking. And indeed, Norwegian Woods just thought-provoked me haha!

Maybe i should just be a little less friendly when i enter NUS in August, i'll only be friendly to those who are friendly to me FIRST. YEA, I SHALL DO THAT. haha!

K BYE! Shall leave you with my face now hahahhaa!:D

Tongue delights!

Old town with sevenups and Delifrance with poultrys, i've been spending alot on FOOD these days haha!:D

The interior of Delifrance looks real cosy!! Next time i'll try to decorate my home like that lol!:D

Went window shopping with 4ups! And it's really WINDOW shopping haha!
Only Jolene bought LOTS of things, as usual la haha! Jolene's a major shopaholic!:D

These two groups of girls, I LOVE!!!;D

My dream come true:)

You're my dream boy, my prince charming, my wish came true:)
This 6 months with you is so amazing. The sun shines everyday and butterflies fly around me. I've never felt like this before, it's like i'm back to that small girl being in love everytime i'm with you!

It is with you that i felt the happiest:D Not that i'm not happy elsewhere but it's only with you that i can smile non stop from beginning to end. From the minute i see you each time, my lips were smiling and smiling till the moment we bid our farewell, and it's only then that i would remember to rest my cheek muscles haha!
I can truly be who i am, no secrets, no hiding, no acting, no trying-to-be-nice. Because i know that despite all my flaws you still see me as perfect, and it's the nicest feeling ever! Knowing that i'm loved gave me so much security and comfort!

Never a moment is boring with you. You're that witty, that funny, that cute!:D "Humorous guys are immediately attractive", you're amazing!:D

You make me feel like i own the whole world.:D

Thanks for Pluto boyf! It's my first mega sized soft toy I'VE FINALLY GOT A MEGA SIZED SOFT TOY WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!;D OMG ILY LA HAHAHAHA!

(PS: Pluto is the name of the yellow dog!:D It's Mickey mouse's dog as told by the boyf haha! So cute ryt the name! I didn't even know got this kind of dog until today lol! But from today onwards my favourite cartoon, dog, soft toy would be PLUTO HAHAHA!:D)

Saboteurs' night!;D

Headed down to our old Isaac's place once again after dance today!:D It was so good meeting my dears after so long! Oh nothing beats the familiar meetups with your closest friends. It's really funny how the boys and girls of A01 were never so close during our JC years! It's only after we graduated that we found ourselves clinging on to each other and refusing to let go haha! I love clinging onto you guys man! You guys are the ones who remained the same and so close to heart amongst the everchanging times. It made me feel all warm and satisfied inside knowing that there's a bunch of you guys out there who will always be there with me:)

This is US! The usual clique of 09A01! Buddies for two years and counting!;D
(Isaac requested the smiley face on his face haha!:D He's an unglam boy hee:D)

It's rocky's pizza for dinner! The restaurant is located at a super kool kool stretch of road at sunset way, so we check in check in check in!:D And we chided the missing Jay haha! Tsk tsk leh he always pangseh us!

Artistic shots taken by duckie!:D How how looks quite arty ryt really!:D

Love these girls!:D

Then it's saboteurs again back at Isaac's haha! We (me, duck, es) have been playing saboteurs ALOT these days with everybody haha! And it's awesome fun time everytime we play! Saboteurs FTW!!!
And the Joke of the day this time is Gilbert, after Ervin and JM haha!
BOYS AHH, it's always them who like to confuse us girls with their identity one leh tsk tsk!;D

Okay time to sleep!!;D Goodnight everybody!;D

You never fail to make me laugh:)

Grown ups

Was on my way home with my family ytd night when me and my brother started reminiscing about our childhood tgt on the bus haha! Oh all those childish and good old times... 

• We used to fight everyday, he would use his fists to punch me and i would use my fingernails to claw him, and i would ALWAYS WIN hahaha! (Cause his muscles haven developed then, HENG AH haha! If we were to fight again now i SURE land in hospital lol!)
• 50% of our fights were always because of THE COMPUTER lol! Because we only have ONE comp at home we would always fight to play it and i always get to play it because i always win the fights lol! Then he will go sulk and scold me in his room very loudly (for me to hear how much he hates me) haha!
• Because we fight everyday my mommy would cane us everyday haha! Everytime she go take the cane we would run to the room and lock the door and pray hard that she won't come in. But she did la, she got the KEY sighhh haha! Then we would kneel on the floor and cry and beg her not to cane us. But she still caned us and then help us apply lotion after that LOL! She caned us everyday but we still continue fighting everyday lol!
  
• We would go on hiding cane missions in the night, my brother would sneak the cane out from under my mom's pillow and we would go throw it above the fridge (Thinking our mom is short like us and can't reach it lol!), behind the cupboards and out of the window (last resort) Trollolol!
• We would play with pokemon figurines we bought from the $1 pokeball machine and country erasers haha! We would build their homes with the THOUSANDS of country erasers we have and make the pokemon marry each other and live together in the homes haha! We built the eraser house real big on the floor then we have to always beg my mommy not to vacuum that area because if not need to rebuild again very sian one haha!

Then there comes the period when i start to mature first and my brother still remained childish. (I'm 3 years older than him, somemore they say girls mature 2 years faster than boys ryt haha!)

I didn't wanna play the pokemon figurines with him anymore (it used to be our favourite game and we played with them everyday for three whole years i think!) and he would beg me everyday to play with him but i didn't care until one day i saw him silently moving the pokemon around the eraser house alone:( 
He looked so sad and lonely playing it himself that suddenly i felt so bad so i relented and played with him half-heartedly for another year (till he grew past that stage too and didn't wanna play anymore haha!) I think i'm so nice haha! 

Then there's the time when i wanted a room all by myself because i thought that i'm old enough. But then i was afraid of ghosts so i requested my mommy to sleep with me in my room, which left only my brother and my daddy in the family room. 
My family used to sleep in one room tgt but i had to go and break them up because i wanna be matured:( I still remembered my brother cried the first few nights to sleep because he's so not used to sleeping not as a family:( 
I'm so bad lo haiz! I was so selfish when i was young i made my poor brother suffer:( Even up till today I still feel very bad to my brother T.T. I was such a bitch to him in the past!:(  

Fast forward and i'm 19 and he's 16 this year, we no longer fight, hide the cane, play pokemon like how we did last time. We still have only one computer at home but we've since grew up and learnt to make concessions to each other, like he'll go and watch tv when i need the comp and he'll need to play my kpop songs when he's using it haha!

We talked about my marriage and his girlfriend issues and discuss about all our friends and comment about everything under the sun. I gossiped with him about every single one of my crushes (that's like alot lol!) and he'll joke that i'm a bitch haha! Then he'll tell me about each and everyone of his friends' stories and bore me to sleep. Hahahha kidding! All his friends seemed so funny and interesting the way he puts it haha!

I wanna be there for him when he takes his O lvls, when he breakup, when he graduates, when he makes his after Sec school decision, when he go NS, when he marries...

This brother of mine, i love him sosososo much!

Saboteurs of the world unite!

Yayyayyay to a picture post finally hahaha! Introducing SABOTEURS! A game that poultrys bought together so that we can bring it everywhere to play with everybody hahaha!

Saboteurs travelled to Hilda's house and had amazing funfunfun! Ervin is the joke of the day because he kept doing stupid things like blocking the road once the game starts lollol! And the funny thing is, he's not even a saboteur!!! He just wanna have fun and entertain us 4 ladies at his house lol! And he kept doing this in all games until PeiQi just blocked him once the game starts and he can't do stupid things anymore haha!

Then its off to Mind's Cafe with the Birdies!;D Had a yummy max Bah Kut Teh with my favourite FEN CHANG dinner before the playing starts! It's games again, I LOVE GAMES HAHA! Plus its ladies night! So we dun need to pay a single cent for 4 hours of play yay!! Love free stuffs like this haha!

Next day poultrys woke up again to go back JJ to collect our certificates!!:D It's MAROON! So nice ryt! Up one level from our Secondary dark blue ones! Felt so proud of these maroon certificates haha! JJ clique FTW!:D
Then its Saboteurs again, this time with JM! And now he's the joke of the day haha! He's the grown up version of Ervin leh seriously! They both seem to have confusing identities i think even they are confused themselves so they just anyhow haha!

Okay time to end this post byebye!:D Next time you free let's go play Saboteurs!:D

I love you this big.

CAUGHT X-MEN X-MEN X-MEN FINALLY!!!!!;D And omgomgomg it's so nice!!! It's Nicer than KungfuPanda2! Know how nice it is now? hahaha! Loving professor X! He's so charming and witty in the movie it's hard not to love him even if he doesn't have his kool mutant powers man haha! HE'S THE MAN!:D
X-men first class is really just so awesome! I never knew how X-men came about and all and was really confused my whole childhood! But now i know, i finally knew how did professor X and his army of Xmen come about! And IT'S SO KOOL!!!! OhgodohgodOHGOD i was so gripped by awe i felt as though i'm part of X-men too the entire movie lollol!:D And IT'S XMEN FIRST CLASS! That's why there's no wolverine and cyclops and jean and nightcrawler and shadowcat haha! I didn't realize this until my clever boy told me ad immediately i felt so dumb haha! NO WONDER THEY NEVER RECRUIT WOLVERINE EVEN though they went to find him haha! It's so funny lo! Wolverine just said :"GO FUCK YOURSELF" and Magneto and professor X really just fuck off LOL!

But it's so sad, Magneto and Professor X were such good buddies last time lo! And Ravern too! She followed Porfessor X since young but because of their stupid contrasting ideology they have to go separate ways! Magneto and Ravern so heartless! If i'm them i confirm wun go off one lo even if i didn't agree with Professor X, professor X SO NICE leh! Sobs!

Hello boyf I love you more and more each day! When im bored i would think of all the dumb-dumb-di-dumb things we did and your cheeky monkey smile and i would smile to myself like dumbdumb haha! No one else can make me love like you do:D

B.O.R.E.D

Everybody's so busy.
I think i'm the only person in the whole wide world who is not. I wake up feeling sianzzzzz everyday because everybody's so busy, NOBODY SEEMS TO HAVE TIME FOR ME ZZZ.
Meetups are so hard because everybody have no time. Class gatherings kept being postponed because everybody's busy. Dating is so rare also because the boy is so busy too haizzzzz. My brother has no time for me too because he's so busy going out everyday with his friends. Even Jolene's so busy she doesn't have time to upload pictures and so i cannot bloggg and thus i sianzzzzzz.
I WANNA BE BUSY TOOOO! I HAVE NO LIFE. SIGH.

Girl like this.

I used to dream of marrying rich, accomplishing big, and being the most popular girl in school.

Now i dream simple. I've grown up to find out that no, i dun actually wanna marry rich, i'm not and never will be suited to the rich way of life (although a car would be nice haha!). And accomplishments doesn't have to be big, being able to make ppl smile is already a great accomplishment in itself. And being popular? That's not really amazing, being Likeable is.

Went for a dance session today with Goiling, Stella and Roxanne! And its the most fun ever haha! All my 14 years of dance i've never been to a dance class as fun and as "fair" as today's!:) I always thought that dance teachers are strict and true dancers are competitive, but not leh! This dance class is awesome man! I like how the teacher treat all of us as equals and doesn't go according to standards and levels, means all of us get to experience being in the front row and such! So nice lo! All of us get a fair share of the mirror! haha! It's the first time i feel friendly in a dance class leh lol! Not that i'm not friendly la but in my previous dance classes it's like you have to compete really hard to be one of the best so that you can get a front row position and feel really "there" haha! I remembered how when i first started out i'm always banished to the back and can't see myself in the mirror at the front and i felt so dejected! So sad cannot see myself in the mirror only can see the backsides of ppl in front very sad leh lol!

So i'm back to dancing! Less competitively and this time it's different.
For the first time i dun mind standing at the back, (because i know i'll be at the front after a round lol!) and everyone's like one big family! That's how dance should be like ma! Everybody must feel bonded so our beat would be the same on stage ma ryt!:D

Hopefully i'd slim down too lol!:D