Grown ups

Was on my way home with my family ytd night when me and my brother started reminiscing about our childhood tgt on the bus haha! Oh all those childish and good old times... 

• We used to fight everyday, he would use his fists to punch me and i would use my fingernails to claw him, and i would ALWAYS WIN hahaha! (Cause his muscles haven developed then, HENG AH haha! If we were to fight again now i SURE land in hospital lol!)
• 50% of our fights were always because of THE COMPUTER lol! Because we only have ONE comp at home we would always fight to play it and i always get to play it because i always win the fights lol! Then he will go sulk and scold me in his room very loudly (for me to hear how much he hates me) haha!
• Because we fight everyday my mommy would cane us everyday haha! Everytime she go take the cane we would run to the room and lock the door and pray hard that she won't come in. But she did la, she got the KEY sighhh haha! Then we would kneel on the floor and cry and beg her not to cane us. But she still caned us and then help us apply lotion after that LOL! She caned us everyday but we still continue fighting everyday lol!
  
• We would go on hiding cane missions in the night, my brother would sneak the cane out from under my mom's pillow and we would go throw it above the fridge (Thinking our mom is short like us and can't reach it lol!), behind the cupboards and out of the window (last resort) Trollolol!
• We would play with pokemon figurines we bought from the $1 pokeball machine and country erasers haha! We would build their homes with the THOUSANDS of country erasers we have and make the pokemon marry each other and live together in the homes haha! We built the eraser house real big on the floor then we have to always beg my mommy not to vacuum that area because if not need to rebuild again very sian one haha!

Then there comes the period when i start to mature first and my brother still remained childish. (I'm 3 years older than him, somemore they say girls mature 2 years faster than boys ryt haha!)

I didn't wanna play the pokemon figurines with him anymore (it used to be our favourite game and we played with them everyday for three whole years i think!) and he would beg me everyday to play with him but i didn't care until one day i saw him silently moving the pokemon around the eraser house alone:( 
He looked so sad and lonely playing it himself that suddenly i felt so bad so i relented and played with him half-heartedly for another year (till he grew past that stage too and didn't wanna play anymore haha!) I think i'm so nice haha! 

Then there's the time when i wanted a room all by myself because i thought that i'm old enough. But then i was afraid of ghosts so i requested my mommy to sleep with me in my room, which left only my brother and my daddy in the family room. 
My family used to sleep in one room tgt but i had to go and break them up because i wanna be matured:( I still remembered my brother cried the first few nights to sleep because he's so not used to sleeping not as a family:( 
I'm so bad lo haiz! I was so selfish when i was young i made my poor brother suffer:( Even up till today I still feel very bad to my brother T.T. I was such a bitch to him in the past!:(  

Fast forward and i'm 19 and he's 16 this year, we no longer fight, hide the cane, play pokemon like how we did last time. We still have only one computer at home but we've since grew up and learnt to make concessions to each other, like he'll go and watch tv when i need the comp and he'll need to play my kpop songs when he's using it haha!

We talked about my marriage and his girlfriend issues and discuss about all our friends and comment about everything under the sun. I gossiped with him about every single one of my crushes (that's like alot lol!) and he'll joke that i'm a bitch haha! Then he'll tell me about each and everyone of his friends' stories and bore me to sleep. Hahahha kidding! All his friends seemed so funny and interesting the way he puts it haha!

I wanna be there for him when he takes his O lvls, when he breakup, when he graduates, when he makes his after Sec school decision, when he go NS, when he marries...

This brother of mine, i love him sosososo much!

女大十八变

HAIRSTYLES:

Primary school:

• Plaits; fringe all tied up, or just short mushroom head hair. Zzz.

Secondary school:

• Ponytail; short fringe; layered hair; medium hair length. Still Zzz.

Junior college:

• MUST HAVE FRINGE, (maybe can even try bangs!); still layered but longer length hair.

At 19 years of age:

• I wan LONG fringe. Accompanied by LONG cascading hair (prefereably NOT Layered).
• And no, NO BANGS Thank you:D (I've tried bangs and ewwwww i looked like some sea urchin hahaha!)

CLOTHES:

Primary school:

• Passed down from older cousins clothes, looked damn weird and washed out but i didn't care much just wear haha!
• Cause my mommy said old clothes than comfortable what, Comfort is Key.
• And at age 10, i believed that the whole world belongs to my mommy so whatever she says is right,
• but really, at age 10 i couldn't care less LOL!;D

Secondary school:

• JEANS JEANS JEANS! 
• T-SHIRTS T-SHIRTS T-SHIRTS! 
• SHORTS SHORTS SHORTS!
• -.- -.- -.-!

Junior college:

• C-a-n-'t   B-e-l-i-e-v-e   I'-v-e   A-c-t-u-a-l-l-y   W-o-r-n   J-e-a-n-s   A-n-d   T-S-h-i-r-t-s   E-v-e-r-y-d-a-y   T-h-i-n-k-i-n-g   I-t-'s   T-h-e   K-o-o-l-e-s-t   T-h-i-n-g   -.- -.- -.-!  I CAN'T STAND T-SHIRTS NOW HAHA!
• High waist skirts, skinny jeans, belts, tube dresses, tank tops into my closet you all go! Just a year and i've revamped my whole wardrobe. Hiak hiak!;D

At 19 years of age:

• Maxi dresses and Cargo pants. 
• And i've never even thought i'll wear those in my entire 18 years! I even once thought that Maxi dresses are so Aunty and Cargo pants are so Grandma!
• Amazing ah, this brain of mine, it just changes itself one morning when i woke up and saw "Maxi dresses and Cargo pants" pictures on IMM shopping vouchers:/

BOYS:

Primary school:

• I
• HATE
• BOYS.
• Boys are scary creatures sent to freak girls out.

Secondary school:

• I wan a boyfriend!
• No, i wan two boyfriends!
• Okay fine, i wan many many boyfriends! The more the merrier hahaha!
• And my ideal type? An AH BENG LOL. Kool hair, long fringe, play basketball, tapered pants, fail exams. ZOMG!!!

Junior college:

• Tall, dark and handsome.
• And rich! $.$ (Cause can treat me eat good food and watch movie dun need spend money yay!)
• Nice hair, long fringe, play basketball, tapered pants.
• But take out the fail exams. fail exams. Must be clever also! Score straight As those kind! So can teach me for A lvls!

At 19 years of age:

• Tall, dark and handsome. ✔

• Ah Beng or not, doesn't matter.
• Rich or not, doesn't matter.
• Straight As or not, doen't matter.

• I'm so ready to get married already.:D

LIFE:

Primary school:

• Must get A stars (91 marks and above)! No A stars i cry! (See I was a nerd.:D)

Secondary school:

• I want to be pretty. I want to have many friends. I wan to get into National Junior College.
• I didn't really ponder much into what is life, or what am i living for etc, because i'm very happy with who i am, what i have and basically everything:D
• I love Commonwealth, I love school:D

Junior college:

• Life is such a long journey! And so much fun! I love my friends, i love my family, i love JJC, i love myself, i love my life!:D

At 19 years of age:

• I still dunno what life is, but i guess no one really knows what life is either haha!
• Life's full of ups and downs, the bitter and the sweet. Everyone have their feeling-blue moments but it's alright:D 

• Growing up, it's part of life. It took me months to get over this phase and i'm not denying, i do feel sad these few months somedays struggling with this whole process of growing up.
• I miss my friends, my classmates, my schoolmates.
• I hate work, actually no, i just hate the fact that we need to work for MONEY. Now that we've grown up, we need to face the fact that money is an issue. It's hard for me to just ask my parents for money now compared to just three months ago!

• Wow it's been three months, i took three months to finally mature, to stop the tears of growing up, to stop resisting change, to stop thinking horrid.
• I'm starting to embrace life again; to appreciate everything that has happened; to take just one step at a time, not two, not three, just one step and never, ever, look back.

There's a silver lining behind every cloud and rainbows after every storm

Goodbye emo working days! I'm back! With more face spams hahaha!;D

But because i was so sad during my few days at work, (really FEW days only, Like three??:D hahaha! But it's bad enough already!! It's like three days of torture in hell T.T! K let's not dwell back about it ready hahaha!), i actually went to google for "how to be happy" for the FIRST time hahaha! Mind blasted my goodness hahha!

So what on earth should you do to be happy?!?!

1. Laugh out loud
2. Focus on the stuffs now instead of worrying about the future or pondering on the past
3. Smile alot
4. Sleep early
5. Hum along to your music
6. Make a list, organise your thoughts
7. Just so no to the things you dun enjoy
8. Tidy up your area
9. Do one thing at a time
10. Exercise
11. Give priority to close relationships
12. Just Count your blessings, despite everything, we're still very lucky people;D

And so, i heeded the advice of number 7 and quitted my job!
And i tada i'm back! NO MORE EMOGIRL92 hahahah!

For me, it's simple, i just need

1. Gatherings and outings and meetups with all my dear friends regularly, almost everyday in fact hahaha!
2. TV sessions and dinner with my family
3. To do nonsense things (Not xoxo i swear! But really crappy things like shooting sprite from our mouths haha!) with the boy
4. No more desk bound jobs
5. And camwhore hahaha!

Because when you camwhore you have to smile and when you smile you feel happy!;D

PS: Credits to The Boy's Iphone 4 hahahaha!;D

Thank you 11:11 and hshao! Wishes do come true!;D

Onward to 2011: TOP 10 things 2010

One more day. One more day. JUST ONE MORE DAY TO 2011!!!

So excitedd, so nervous, so happy, so sad, so impatient, so anxious!!!

Okay, so before 2010 ends, i want to share with you all my YEAR 2010!;D





TOP 10 GREATEST THINGS I'VE DONE IN 2010.

1. Created allthetingthings.blogspot.com!:D Started (not exactly started, to be more exact, revived. More: HERE!;D) my blog in Mid JUNE 2010!;D
2. Got the title MISS SMILEY 2010 for my school, JJ Seniors PROM 2010!;D  (More: HERE!:D)
3. Studied and completed the BIG As!:D
4. Succeded (not everytime but not bad la:D) in being my class, dear 09A01 class outing organiser lol lol!;D
5. Got a position in the commitee! SECRETARY position in JJ MODERN DANCE!:D (not a big thing to most of you all but it's really a very big break for me!! Because i was NEVER the chairman, teacher's pet, vice-chair, leader, prefect, councilor or even ANY SUBJECT REP in my WHOLE 16 YEARS OF LIFE until J1! When i finally got nominated for a position!!! HAHAHA!
6. Stayed close and ever-so-loving with all my DEAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY!;D   (More: HERE!;D)
7. Stayed single almost throughout. (at least according to my definition of single lol lol!) Hahahah not a very accomplishing thing but its something i'm secretly proud of lol lol!! But of course! I dun wan to stay single for another day! It sucked, really, hahaha!;D
8. Learnt the art of controlling my temper and suppressing my emotions. (still not very good at it but at least i'm better than i was last year!:D)
9. Increased my facebook pictures from 1000 to close to 3000 hahaha!
10. Learnt ice-skating. (sucked at it but still, it's a new thing i've learnt after cycling in 2008 and swimming in 2009!;D)

TOP 10 THINGS I WANT YOU TO KNOW ABOUT ME IN 2010.

1. I'm nice, but not very nice haha!
2. I'm not rich, but not that poor either;D
3. I seldom get bored, or sianxzxzxz haha, i find many things interesting, really!;D
4. I've never been overseas with my family before, not even to Genting:/
5. I DUN LIKE to bath.
6. I love piggybacks, hugs and kisses, ie, xoxo. HAHA!
7. Half (i think more than half actually lol lol!:/) of my clothes are from bugis street:D
8. I HATE T-Shirts.
9. I'm scared of insects. Even the everyday smallest black ants:x
10. I'm stingy when it comes to money:/

TOP 10 THINGS I WANT TO DO IN 2011.

1. Earn enough money to fly to Korea, Japan and Australia!
2. Bring my family along too!;D
3. Kiss in the rain.
4. Make many many many more new friends lol lol!
5. Get back to dancing hahaha!
6. Spend less money.
7. Earn more money.
8. Buy my own laptop!:D (so i dun have to keep ninja-ing the comp from my dad and bro!)
9. Continue to stay close and meetup every other day with all my friends and family!;D
10. KEEP LONGGG HAIR. DO NOT CUT HAIR. HAHAHA!

MAY 2011 BE EVEN AWESOMER!!!;D

LET ME SHARE, ME!;D

I love to share! Share like everything to the whole wide world, from how i'm like to what i do, i just love people knowing about me hahaha! I never had any secrets in my whole life! People always say that it's inevitable for us to have secrets but NO LEH! I REALLY DUN HAVE any secrets! I tell everything! From constipation to who i like (i didn't tell him directly la, but i told everybody else so yupp hahaha!) i just say only haha! I guess thats why my friends dun tell me their secrets if they are in their right minds haha! But it really hurts me and i get bothered by it alot (who wants to be always the last to know bout things ryt!) Friends! I know i used to be unable to keep my mouth shut and just blab only but i'm different now! I've grown up and really know what to ramain hush on now! The only secrets i keep now are those of my friends', really!:D

I try to please everybody, get into people's good books in fact hahaha! But i know sometimes i try too hard and end up irritating them! I'm sorry!:/ I know i can be over the top and really annoying at times and there are people who doesn't approve of how i think nor how i behave. (i think have la, although i dunno of anyone because they never tell me hahaha! But there will always be someone who likes you and someone who dislikes you one ryt!) But that's okay because those who mind me dun matter and those who matter dun mind me!!;D

I like skinships, in fact, i love it!!;DD Hold hands, hand links, hugs, pokes, touch touch i love it hahaha! But not everyone loves it unfortunately, some ppl dun like:( I do get rejected at times LOL WTF, so i grew up and only do that on my girlfriends that i'm really close with! Like sevenups, poultrys, ipg+mmmn and my girlfriend!:D (Day 13: photos of your best friends). Hahaha i would love to include boys too LOLLLL

I do my best to be always happy and optimistic (it's really very hard sometimes to keep evil thoughts out and sad feelings at bay, but i guess i did it! (by not taking things so seriously:0) because laughter is the best medicine and happiness keeps you forever young and i wanna be forever young hahaha!:D I would have to attribute a large part of it to my mommy! No matter how tiring her day is at work everyday, (YES EVERYDAY, my mom's stupid factory makes her work from morn till night everyday what the shittttttttt?!!?) she would always come home with a great big smile on her face, like she really enjoyed her day at work!! (day 14: a photo of one family member)(my dad and my mom) I really love her, very very much! I wanna grow up to be her legacy!;D

I used to get worked up and affected easily, like when i organised outings and people dun turn up, i could really break down! But after years of behaving like that i realize it's very stupid! So i stopped thinking like that:D People dun wan come dun wan come lo! Their loss, their missing out, their problem humph! For those who really cannot make it what to do? Nvm la not like dun have next time ryt!;D

Oh and i love to talk!! I need to talk! If i dun i'd feel all awkward and weird LOL! (i like to talk)

I love going out! Outings, shoppings, gatherings, movies, swimmings, BBQs, anything! The more the merrier!:D I really can't stay at home:( I know there's the comp, the TV and you can go everywhere with them but it really sucked being alone at home lol

And I love KPOP, very very much! And i really love people who are addicted to KPOP too! Because with one song, one band, we can talk the whole day and go through the whole kpop world!:D

And my greatest wish? I wan all my dear friends and family to stay together, forever! Poultrys (and birdies), sevenups, ipg+mmmn, class 09A01, 2/1 girls, random clique, JJmoderndancers, my work friends, cousins, and my dear family! (all the good things on earth) I want them all in my life! Forever! Through work, marriage, children and getting old! We must all go through these together!

I know as we move on and meet more people, make more new friends we have to decide who we wanna keep in our lives because there's only 24 hours each day you cant have too many of them. But i dun care! Who says we have to follow the "let go the old for new" thing! You all will be part of my life forever and ever!!:D There will always be time, it's just a matter of whether you want or not!

When i grow up i wanna be

When i was growing up, there were these ideal jobs that every kid would aspire to be because my mommy says so my daddy says so and even my teacher says so.

SO i wanna be a TEACHER,                                 a LAWYER,                         and a DOCTOR!

But growing up, i slowly realise that these ideal jobs are distancing themselves from me. You need to attain a super high education in order to qualify for these jobs. OH THE HARSH REALITY! GRRRRRRRR!

Then, i decided to shift my jobs prospects to those which can enable you EARN BIG BUCKS like

                                       a BUSINESSMAN                         or a BANKER!

Then, nah! I'm not cut out for it LOL!

I do dream of having those more fantasy jobs like

     MODEL!                                         SINGER!                                                   ACTRESS!

Lots of fame plus you can make loads of money by looking pretty (often with sponsored beauty treatments) WHO DUN WAN!!;D But then the cruel fact sinks in again. I cannot pose, cannot sing, cannot act. Sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! HAHA!

SO I'VE DECIDED NOT TO DWELL on those ( like the above) that you cannot attain but rather STRIVE for those that you can! Examples of those more realistic but are still awesome ones include
AIR-STEWARDESS, WEDDING PLANNER and SECRETARY (best is for some handsome boss lollol)!

But after giving more thoughts to it, i guess the air-stewardess option is out as i'd be so homesick! Not able to be in Singapore but flying everywhere instead not really very appealing after all!
I still want to be able to watch TV with my mommy every night! EVEN when i grow up!;D

SO, at the end of the day, i conclude that i want to be

a MOTHER,                                      a HOUSEWIFE                                             or a TAITAI!:D

TRALALAS JUST THINKING OF IT MAKES ME HAPPY!!;D

eye candies of the world unite!

History down. Maths down. GP down. Half of Geog down.
THE WORST OF THE WORST IS OVERRRR!!!!!!;DD
Three more papers left! This ordeal is ending sooooon wakaka!!!:D
One week to study for Econs and one week for Human geog, LIFE'S GONNA GET BETTER!

To celebrate a litte i shall share with you all my beloved EYE CANDIES HAHAHA! let's start with...

 SHINee's KEY!

and SHINee's leader ONEW!

Super Junior's leeder LEETUEK!

and also from SJ, SUNGMIN!

RHEOWOOK too!

kay kay enough of boyband members:D got actors also!

like LEE MIN HO from boys over flowers and now Personal Taste (every sat ch u 930pm haha)!

as well as LEE JUN KI from My girl!

HAHAHAHA all korean ones! Korea win already la! 

Enough of koreans! Show you one Ang Moh one! 

JOSEPH GORDON-LEVITT! From 500 hundred days of summer to Inception, he's the man!;D

hahahaha LIKE ALL WITH GIRLS ONLY ah! Tsk tsk!

kay la here's one picture of him without any contact with girls to help him redeem himself haha!

Then there's the Taiwan ones also! like WU CHUN from Fahrenheit(fei lun hai)!

and YAN YA LUN! (also from Fahrenheit)

and finally, my favourite and current obsession!

KEVIN KEVIN KEVIN from U-KISSSSSSS!

He's pretty pretty pretty TTM hahahaha! 

Plus, he's a super nice mama boy (it's hard to find any guy who expresses his love to his mommy so much like him!) and uber cute to boot!

The U-KISSers:D
Left to right: Alexander, Soohyun, Kibum, Eli, KEVIN!, Dongho and Ki-seop!

Much loves!
If looks could kill, i'll be long dead!

All the good things on earth

Life's filled with all the loves from your immediate family who live with you and who love you everyday more and more. Life's also filled with all the loves from all your friends who accompany you everyday in school, in work, in exams, in physical education lessons; to the toilet, to the cinemas, to the shopping centres, to the kopitiams, to each other homes, to kbox to everywhere- swimming, cycling, suntanning, star gazing, idols chasing...

Hi-bye friends, best friends, close friends; noisy ones, quiet ones, nice ones and even mean ones(but you still love them all). They make up 90% of our lives and are formed through many many different incidents- a bump in school, a teammate for frisbee, through mutual friends and facebook:DFriends and family are so important that we'll all die without them.

family:D

poultrys:D

sevenups:D

 IPG+MMMN;D

 CommonwealthSecondaryClassOf FOURTWO-08'

CommonwealthSecondaryClassOf TWOONE-06'

JJ 09A01:D

The random clique:D

JJDancers09'

Cousins:D

RafflesTownClub:D

Loves:D
Thanks for being part of my life! I'll never ever forget you all!