I like to talk

AH i'm back again!:@
Blogging is really distracting me but i dun mind this distraction hahaha! I've promised Onew i'll write bout her so here i am!:D
I like her alot alot. She's really a very very very nice, sweet, pretty, cute, funny, witty and awesome girl who likes kpop as much as i do and dislike yoona as much as i do! There's always so many things i can talk to about with her! It's like all the things i wan to share with her just flows out of my mouth so fluidly, so matter-of-factly and never ending! We can talk for the whole day i swear! That's why i like her so so so much!
It's always nice to meet someone whom you can talk to about everything in life! From school to blogs to clothes to food to kpop to girls to boys. It's so nice to share everything with someone who likes and is interested in exactly the same things as you do!

When im talking, i feel the most alive! I like to talk. alot.
But the sad thing is, i can't talk with everybody, there's some ppl whom i want to talk with so very much but i just can't seem to find my tongue to say a single word! And hence i keep very quiet and feel all weird and awkward inside. It feels so uncomfortable! I'm sitting right beside him/her and i want to talk to her but i just dunno how to start a conversation! And sometimes i feel that the other party is feeling exactly how i'm feeling inside also but she just can't seem to find the right words to say too! That's when i'll feel abit sad, we both want to talk and be friendly but sadly there's nothing in common between us to talk about!
On the other hand, there's just some ppl whom you just can't stop talking with! It's like once you see him/her you start talking, and he/she starts talking as well, and you just keep talking non stop till something stops us.
Duck, weiqi, jojo, tangtang, elaine and huiying are also people whom i can talk non stop with! I emphasize, non-stop. HAHA! These people are unique. They have that special link with you that makes you go out of yourself and share all things in between. There's no wall in between and after talking you feel all refreshed and all nice and happy! Talking makes me happy!;D

I've been a good good girl!

I'm back! I can't resist the urge of blogging anymore already! It's like i'm addicted to blogging and i need my daily dosage of it! i almost died yesterday thinking bout blogging and trying my best to will myself away from the comp to cram in all the weird and bulky econs stuff into my head! I have enough of studying! It was econs paper today and it's hmmmmmmmmm nvm!;D
I've been studying late into the night before going to bed only to wake up the next morning to study till past midnight again! Such is the mundane life of J2 kid and i've been following this routine for a week already! It's killing me slowly but surely. T.T

oh oh my gosh! let me side track a little! i just saw this on facebook:" Girls are magic. They can get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard" hahahaha oh my gosh this is the most absurb thing i've seen on facebook haha!! But yea! girls are wonderful! girls are all you'll ever need:D haha!
Right, back to the topic.:D



Above are all the stuffs that i have to cram into my head in this one week, piling them on top of each other and measuring the height of it, you'll get almost the height of Great Wall Of China. Okay im exaggerating but these notes are really damn tall! They measure up to 35cm and weigh 11.8kg. For papers, these are alot! They're like giants in their paper world. A page's height is about 0.1mm and reading just one page is enough to kill me! Imagine how many million pages it is for 35cm! Not scary enough? Multiple it by two as they are double sided and yupp, looking at it is anough to make you want to sleep the next half a year away.

The next 5 months is not going to be an easier journey, in fact, it's only going to get worse. But this is my choice. I chose the JC route when i was 16 and now i'd have to pay the price for my decision, fulfil my responsibility and complete this road. So no choice! I have to study.

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Studying actually made me miss working! God i actually miss working! See how horrible studying is?!:D so yea! I'm gonna earn some money after common test this Friday! $.$ HEEHEE $.$

Tml's Geog.
See you all tml, poor fellow geog mates!;D

Insomnia

I can't sleep these days. It's been a long longgg week. It's either i'm thinking too much or sleeping too much. Guess it's because the common tests are just two days later and there's still nothing in my brain. My conscience is keeping awake and urging me to study i think. But no use! I'd rather lay in bed and waste time trying to sleep then get up and read my stupid irritating boring notes on stupid stuffs like curves and bla.

Insomnia is characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep and/or difficulty staying asleep.
They say if you cant get to sleep, drink warm milk. But thing is, i detest drinking milk very very much. Nvm, i shall rely on my willpower to get myself to sleep. Goodnight. :/

My top 18

We all love movies. We are visiting the cinemas every other week, checking the internet for timings and calling all our friends out to watch one. Movies are the cheapest form of entertainment already! It occupies you for at least 2 hours and it always leave you with all the different emotions! Sweet, in love, inspired, kicked ass, terrified and excited. All these emotions often stay with me for one day after the movie and i'll still be thinking about it when i get home and imagining that im the main character and feeling all nice and warm. Movies make you feel good! I love watching movies:D

KARATE KID 2010
It's still in cinemas! so everybody go watch!:D

MY GIRLFRIEND IS AN AGENT 2009

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON 2010

PRINCE OF PERSIA 2010

THE LAST SONG 2010

17 AGAIN 2009

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 2008

GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST 2009

WILD CHILD 2008

HOUSE BUNNY 2008

SINBAD, LEGEND OF THE SEVEN SEAS 2003

UP 2009

SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE 2008

SKY OF LOVE KOIZORA 2008

HOTEL FOR DOGS 2008

27 DRESSES 2008

HUA MULAN 2009

PAINTED SKIN 2008

Turn it up

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay".
I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine.
Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time.
Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place.
I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space.

Population growth

Yupp, im gonna write bout geog. Haha! I've been reading geog geog geog and every notes i read it's issues with population growth. It says that as population increase, the next war could well be fought over water, not oil. Egypt's population is growing by 1 million every nine months! That means in 4 years time, they are gonna add a singapore size population into their country, disastrous. This greatly increase the demand for already scarce water and thus she have no choice but to go to war with Sudan and Ethiopia to obtain more water. Tsk tsk. Jordan must double its water supply over the next 20 years too just to keep up with population growth!

Population is increasing everywhere and its such a detrimental thing! That's why i dun understand why does Singapore wants to expand and expand its population size!
From 4 million to 5 million and still not enough.

Our MRTs are packed everyday, our swimming pools dun even have space for swimming anymore and our shopping malls are crowded till its hard to even find a place to sit down and eat. It's not like this 5 years back, stop growing Singapore, i dun like it!

All the good things on earth

Life's filled with all the loves from your immediate family who live with you and who love you everyday more and more. Life's also filled with all the loves from all your friends who accompany you everyday in school, in work, in exams, in physical education lessons; to the toilet, to the cinemas, to the shopping centres, to the kopitiams, to each other homes, to kbox to everywhere- swimming, cycling, suntanning, star gazing, idols chasing...

Hi-bye friends, best friends, close friends; noisy ones, quiet ones, nice ones and even mean ones(but you still love them all). They make up 90% of our lives and are formed through many many different incidents- a bump in school, a teammate for frisbee, through mutual friends and facebook:DFriends and family are so important that we'll all die without them.

family:D

poultrys:D

sevenups:D

 IPG+MMMN;D

 CommonwealthSecondaryClassOf FOURTWO-08'

CommonwealthSecondaryClassOf TWOONE-06'

JJ 09A01:D

The random clique:D

JJDancers09'

Cousins:D

RafflesTownClub:D

Loves:D
Thanks for being part of my life! I'll never ever forget you all!

18 years old and I can't study!!!

I can't concentrate. i cant focus. my mind keeps running away to far far away places.
The stuffs that i've studied in this June holidays is 10 times more than the things i've learnt in the past one and a half years.

Im 18 this year. And im having my A lvls.
Why must A lvls happen on the 18th year of my life?! Ppl say that the 18th year of your life is actually the most memorable year, even more so than your 21st! It's the year when you finally grew up, the year when you'll have the most number of friends in life, the year where most ppl find their other halves for the 1st time, the year where you are legal to do lots of stuffs and the year when you start to find and appreciate all the things in life.

The 1st half of my 18th year had been everything above. But ever since June holidays i've been forcing myself to study. I often fail but still i've studied. I used to enjoy myself everyday but now i've actually forced myself to stay home and study. Everyday for the past week i've watched by brother wearing nice clothes and going out everyday while i literally bury my head into my econs, geog and hist notes. A lvls robbing my life away!:@

Hmmm, but the good thing is, i know many many 18 year olds out there are feeling and doing what i've been feeling and doing.
We're all in this together.:D

5 more months to go. Hang in there:D

Marrying at 21

I wanna get married already!


Everytime i study i'll think of marrying. I dun wanna study, i wanna marry. When i was in secondary school, i wanted to get married at 18. Now that im 18, i guess i could get married at 21. But i think that's not gonna happen as well.:(

The average age for a women to get married in singapore now is 27. I dun wanna get married at 27! T.T

leonardo dicaprio

The first time i saw titanic, i was deeply mesmerized by him. I was so touched by the story of rose and jack that i spent many nights imagining that i was rose and he's my jack. Haha! But that was long longggg time ago. Now that i've grown up, i wouldn't want to be rose! Her jack died in the end! I wouldn't want my lover to die like this haha! But yea, Leonardo Dicapro is still one of those movie stars that i'll never forget!

From titanic, 1997.

To inception, 2010.


He's aged.
but it's okay! i still love him:D

when i fall in love

with the leader of super junior.


It's sad.
he's in korea, im in singapore.
he's 28, im 18.
i see him everyday on youtube.
so near yet so far.

hahaha kidding! im not so stupid!
but i think he's super!!!! HAH!

TESTING TESTING

Woahhhhhh its been a million years since ive blogged! The last time i created a blog was in sec one, but that's stupid haha! 5 years ago i started a blog solely because all my friends have blogs so i didnt want to lose out haha! This time its because i really wanna write about all the bittersweet moments in life that i decided to blog again! see! I've grown up! This is especially so after i've read my duck's blog! Her way of blogging is just so interesting and she makes me wanna blog bout her and everything else too! Blogging is hard! Haha ive spent 15 minutes thinking about what to write, how to start, how to link my sentences and putting them all together so that they don't seem too stupid! Ah i should have started blogging earlier! This really helps improve my gp haha!

YEAR 2010
I've grown up and everything and im such a big girl now! Things that i used to think about wasnt what i thought it'll be over the years. I still remember how much i like to tuck out all my tops back in secondary school but now that im in a junior college and over the stage of puberty, tucking out isnt so kool anymore! In fact its sloppy and tucking out doesnt look nice at all! I tuck in all my tops now, neatly. haha! And i just missed everyone so much! EVERYONE! my primary school friends, my secondary school friends, and all the ppl i used to play with but lost all contact with now. Its abit sad how time can make you forget hurtful stuffs but also all your feelings when you have fun and love all those around you back then. You do remember the wonderful friends you have and wonderful memories you have back then but the feelings when you experience them would never come back again. Haha but i've found facebook! Facebook helps me find back all the friends that i've lost and allows me to reconnect back with them again! That's one nice thing of globalization and the internet hahahah!
i cant think of what else to write already! bye!