Girl like this.

I used to dream of marrying rich, accomplishing big, and being the most popular girl in school.

Now i dream simple. I've grown up to find out that no, i dun actually wanna marry rich, i'm not and never will be suited to the rich way of life (although a car would be nice haha!). And accomplishments doesn't have to be big, being able to make ppl smile is already a great accomplishment in itself. And being popular? That's not really amazing, being Likeable is.

Libra

I have ZERO sense of direction, can't answer intellectually in an interview for nuts and i'm good at practically nth lol! (Hahaha it's like some ppl are born to dance, some are blessed with good vocals, some are gifted in drawing and some just seem to be good at everything! So unfair lo really haha! I dun even have nice handwriting to begin with la -.- rofl!)
Not only this leh! Still got more!

• I forget things easily,
• I always say the wrong things at the wrong time,
• I can't sense sarcasm,
• I suck at handicraft,
• I can't lead, (but i'm a good follower lol!)
• I can't tell when my friends are sad or angry (and in the end say something that upsets them more),
• I can't sew, i can't bake, i can't cook, but i do know how to eat, and eat AND EAT! LOL!

I WANNA EAT BEST FRIES FOREVER HAHAHAHAHA!!!!

K la but i'm not ALL sucky la lol! I have my cons but i have my pros too!:D

Must balance, Libras are all about finding the balance lol!

For one, I'M GOOD AT STUDYING LOL!

I think that's the only think i'm quite good at honestly hahahaha! My brain can't seem to remember events that happen in my life properly but At least it can remember all that Geog, Hist, Econs, GP content, Maths formulas and Science definitions all through my Pri sch, Sec sch and JC and i'm very thankful for that haha! And with a little bit of luck i managed to get accepted into NUS FASS WEEEE!;D

Second, I'M DAMN LUCKY!!! Like seriously! Everyday, everywhere luck's always with me!

Exam luck, love luck, School luck, work luck...

And i'm also so lucky to have such amazing friends and family in my life on top of that! What more can i ask for haha!

So its 10 weak cons VS 2 STRONG pros, i've attained equilibrium lol!:D

I'm a girl like this.

1. I sleep with the windows closed, the fan offed, blanket over me, and no air-con.:D
2. I never liked soft toys, or barbie dolls.
3. I think fishes and hamsters are boring. I prefer big dogs:D
4. I like to burp, aloud. Ewwwww hahaha! Sorry!::/
5. I close my eyes and make the same wish everytime i see 11:11, no matter where i am.
6. I feel sad when i'm alone.
7. My definition of a good movie/ TV show - Got pretty girls and handsome boys one:D
8. I will never wear T-shirts unless there is a need to.
9. I hate talking on the phone, sms is a million times more preferred!:D
10. My greatest wish is to marry and have kids at age 21 Hiak hiak hiak!

LET ME SHARE, ME!;D

I love to share! Share like everything to the whole wide world, from how i'm like to what i do, i just love people knowing about me hahaha! I never had any secrets in my whole life! People always say that it's inevitable for us to have secrets but NO LEH! I REALLY DUN HAVE any secrets! I tell everything! From constipation to who i like (i didn't tell him directly la, but i told everybody else so yupp hahaha!) i just say only haha! I guess thats why my friends dun tell me their secrets if they are in their right minds haha! But it really hurts me and i get bothered by it alot (who wants to be always the last to know bout things ryt!) Friends! I know i used to be unable to keep my mouth shut and just blab only but i'm different now! I've grown up and really know what to ramain hush on now! The only secrets i keep now are those of my friends', really!:D

I try to please everybody, get into people's good books in fact hahaha! But i know sometimes i try too hard and end up irritating them! I'm sorry!:/ I know i can be over the top and really annoying at times and there are people who doesn't approve of how i think nor how i behave. (i think have la, although i dunno of anyone because they never tell me hahaha! But there will always be someone who likes you and someone who dislikes you one ryt!) But that's okay because those who mind me dun matter and those who matter dun mind me!!;D

I like skinships, in fact, i love it!!;DD Hold hands, hand links, hugs, pokes, touch touch i love it hahaha! But not everyone loves it unfortunately, some ppl dun like:( I do get rejected at times LOL WTF, so i grew up and only do that on my girlfriends that i'm really close with! Like sevenups, poultrys, ipg+mmmn and my girlfriend!:D (Day 13: photos of your best friends). Hahaha i would love to include boys too LOLLLL

I do my best to be always happy and optimistic (it's really very hard sometimes to keep evil thoughts out and sad feelings at bay, but i guess i did it! (by not taking things so seriously:0) because laughter is the best medicine and happiness keeps you forever young and i wanna be forever young hahaha!:D I would have to attribute a large part of it to my mommy! No matter how tiring her day is at work everyday, (YES EVERYDAY, my mom's stupid factory makes her work from morn till night everyday what the shittttttttt?!!?) she would always come home with a great big smile on her face, like she really enjoyed her day at work!! (day 14: a photo of one family member)(my dad and my mom) I really love her, very very much! I wanna grow up to be her legacy!;D

I used to get worked up and affected easily, like when i organised outings and people dun turn up, i could really break down! But after years of behaving like that i realize it's very stupid! So i stopped thinking like that:D People dun wan come dun wan come lo! Their loss, their missing out, their problem humph! For those who really cannot make it what to do? Nvm la not like dun have next time ryt!;D

Oh and i love to talk!! I need to talk! If i dun i'd feel all awkward and weird LOL! (i like to talk)

I love going out! Outings, shoppings, gatherings, movies, swimmings, BBQs, anything! The more the merrier!:D I really can't stay at home:( I know there's the comp, the TV and you can go everywhere with them but it really sucked being alone at home lol

And I love KPOP, very very much! And i really love people who are addicted to KPOP too! Because with one song, one band, we can talk the whole day and go through the whole kpop world!:D

And my greatest wish? I wan all my dear friends and family to stay together, forever! Poultrys (and birdies), sevenups, ipg+mmmn, class 09A01, 2/1 girls, random clique, JJmoderndancers, my work friends, cousins, and my dear family! (all the good things on earth) I want them all in my life! Forever! Through work, marriage, children and getting old! We must all go through these together!

I know as we move on and meet more people, make more new friends we have to decide who we wanna keep in our lives because there's only 24 hours each day you cant have too many of them. But i dun care! Who says we have to follow the "let go the old for new" thing! You all will be part of my life forever and ever!!:D There will always be time, it's just a matter of whether you want or not!

I WAS A NERD:DD

When i was young, i had insanely high expectations of myself, siao one! So i was much much much more stressed than i am now hahaHA!
I Cried over my PSLE score of 242 because i was so disappointed for not hitting 260! My goodness if i were to go back in time i sure slap myself real hard one haha!

Then as i faced reality when i was less driven in sec 4, i aimed for an L1R5 of below 10 (more realistic la:D) and i got it! Mine was a ninenineNINE!;D HAHA that's my proudest achievement ever in my whole life really! I'm very very proud of it haha! Abit nerd ah! But nvm cause at least it drove me to study EVERYDAY and mugged really hard!

HAIZ i really dunno what's gotten into me in these two years of JC life really!
I think it's the adverse effect of pushing myself too hard in Primary and Secondary school! I'm like shrinking my two years JC course into some three months crash course hmmmm! If only i've retained some of my nerd character in me when i came into JC!
But oh welll! I'm not regretting la, these two years had been really the time of my life!:D Hopefully my three months of intensive mugging is able to offset my 20 months of errs enjoying life!;D HAHA just let me get into a local university! That will be my greatest wish come true!!;D

We are nerds and we're loving it!!!;DD

Since i'm here already i shall just dive back to the nerdy me 6 years ago!:D
Hmmmmm 6 years ago.... I HAVE COMPLETELY NO LIFE hahaha!
Throughout my primary school life all i can remember of myself doing is studying reading homeworking studying reading homeworking. I dunno how i survived my 6 years in Primary school doing that EVERYDAY!!! No wonder everytime the aunties i know will tell my mommy i very good girl lol!
I really never thought of anything else except studying! No SHOPPING no CLOTHES no TV no COMP no BOYS no CAMERA, just STUDY AND STUDY!
The first time i ate MAC: Sec one
                                KFC: Sec two
                                BURGER KING: Sec three
                                SAKAE SUSHI: Sec four
                                SAKURA: J1
HAhaha abit sua ku! I rememember how everytime my friends will talk about going Mac like it's their second home i was still wondering what is Mac lol! And that time i told esther it's my first time eating at burger king when i was sec three she just look at me with the o.0 face haha!

SO I'M GLAD I DIDN'T GET 260++ FOR MY PSLE if not i think i will still be studying at some power mugger school studying my life away 0.o!

TESTING TESTING

Woahhhhhh its been a million years since ive blogged! The last time i created a blog was in sec one, but that's stupid haha! 5 years ago i started a blog solely because all my friends have blogs so i didnt want to lose out haha! This time its because i really wanna write about all the bittersweet moments in life that i decided to blog again! see! I've grown up! This is especially so after i've read my duck's blog! Her way of blogging is just so interesting and she makes me wanna blog bout her and everything else too! Blogging is hard! Haha ive spent 15 minutes thinking about what to write, how to start, how to link my sentences and putting them all together so that they don't seem too stupid! Ah i should have started blogging earlier! This really helps improve my gp haha!

YEAR 2010
I've grown up and everything and im such a big girl now! Things that i used to think about wasnt what i thought it'll be over the years. I still remember how much i like to tuck out all my tops back in secondary school but now that im in a junior college and over the stage of puberty, tucking out isnt so kool anymore! In fact its sloppy and tucking out doesnt look nice at all! I tuck in all my tops now, neatly. haha! And i just missed everyone so much! EVERYONE! my primary school friends, my secondary school friends, and all the ppl i used to play with but lost all contact with now. Its abit sad how time can make you forget hurtful stuffs but also all your feelings when you have fun and love all those around you back then. You do remember the wonderful friends you have and wonderful memories you have back then but the feelings when you experience them would never come back again. Haha but i've found facebook! Facebook helps me find back all the friends that i've lost and allows me to reconnect back with them again! That's one nice thing of globalization and the internet hahahah!
i cant think of what else to write already! bye!