Beauty that never fades:)

That's the name of our dance performance at the Esplanade on 27th Aug! We've been practicing every week for months and finally it's all over, we showed it off!:D
It's been such an amazing experience! It's not like how it was in my secondary and JC CCAs, the whole dance thing was so fun and fun and fun! No stress at all! Everybody is so nice and friendly and we dun get scolded:) Hehheh not that i got scolded everytime at dance in my secondary and JC but it's just really different here lo haha! And in all my years of dancing, i think this dance is the neatest when all of us are dancing together! Haha! We all caught the music and danced to the same exact beat! It's like our hearts are all connected hehe!

Now that it's over and there wun be dance on Saturdays anymore i feel abit empty leh!:/ I've made such wonderful friends like Jaslyn (She's my dear Weiqi's friend too! And she's friend with my Primary school crush too OMG SMALL WORLD!!:D), Stella (Who's from JJC and NUS TOO!), Roxanne, Samuel (My boyf says he knows him too! OMG SMALL WORLD II!!:D), Jingwei (Who is Jolene's primary school friend and Tangge's working buddy at Fairprice lol! OMG SMALL WORLD III!!:D), Madelaine and of course my dear Goiling who brought me in into this whole dance thing!:D Thank you Goiling!!!;D
I still wanna see them every week sighh! They all are such nice girls! And boys! Hahah!

And here are the photos!!!

With my two dearest TALL girls - Goiling (top row) and Jaslyn (bottom row) whom i took the most pictures with haha!

During the rehearsal!

Entering Esplanade together!:D

And right before we go on stage! With our full makeup and headset hehheh!

To Goiling: Thank you for bringing me here, me there, me everywhere and into this dance! Yes yes now we not only have KK clique, we have this dance clique too yay!! We can be best friends forever again just like how we were in primary school!:D
To Jaslyn: Hello bimbo!!! Without Alan Lim i think i wun reveal my bimbo side to you lol! I'm so glad we met through this dance! You're such an amazing funny bimbo friend who loves to camwhore even more than me and Goiling haha! XOXOXO!:D
To Stella: You were in JJ and i'm in JJ too but we never got really close until this dance! And i finally saw your Lucas hehheh! The most epic thing about me and you is the dance blast audition liao haha! We must go out soon again!
To Roxanne: Hello pretty girl! The first time i met you i jiu think you super pretty liao haha! And the picture on your back very pretty also leh hehheh! Can't wait to see you again! Cycling trip ah!:D

I will miss you all! :'(

HEHHEHEHEH

Jaslyn :" Camwhoring makes me happy leh!
Jas! Camwhoring also makes me happy leh hahaha!:D

Back to where our hearts belong:)

Two years, that's how long we've been there. But to many years beyond, that's how long our hearts will stay there. I've made my best friends in these two years whom i know will be there for me thoughout my life.
Dearest JJC and all our teachers there, we love you, truly, really. And to Mr Leong and Mr Hendri who will be leaving JJ next year, we thank you with all our hearts, all the best in your future endeavors! You inspire me, duck, esther and aud to want to be teachers next time too and all the rest to consider being teachers too haha! Happy advanced teachers day to you all amazing teachers of ours in JJC!

Once again, I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!!!

My boy STUDYING!
Such moments are so hard to come by haha!

BB: Birthday boy:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BOY!!! You turn 19 faster than me haha! It's been a magical 24 hours with you, your birthday celebration feels like it's my birthday celebration too haha! Maybe cause we are connected as one so your birthday feels like mine too?? LOL!
I'll be there for your 20th birthday, 21st birthday, 22nd birthday, 23rd birthday.... 100th birthday! Haha! I love you my boy! May your wish come true whatever it is.:D

" Somehow reading all your updates have made me 1) Miss you guys even more 2) Proud of you all, somehow or another. Proud that we've all made it this far. Proud that we're growing up and learning to adapt. Proud that we're still trying to hold on to our friendships."

- From Vera's blog : #el: Midnight Bottle.

I really love you girls, so very much! Looking through all your blogs makes me wanna tear:(
I miss us together in 09A01 so much.

Sighhhh, growing up is tough. The people and memories you have to leave behind as you move on in the different stages in life are just so painful. I dun wanna meet new people and make new friends anymore:( I just wanna keep all my dear old ones and stay together forever with them.

Birthday cakes and presents.

It's that special day of the year again when you celebrate your friends/family's birthday. You stress over what gifts to buy, what presents to give, what flavour the cake and how to celebrate the birthday. We always do surprises for the birthday friend and cup in money together to buy the super expensive thing that our birthday friend always wanted:) The whole process is so fun and sweet, it's all of us coming together to plan for our dearest's birthday because we all love our friend and want to make the birthday unforgettable.

Today is my father's birthday, but like always, we dun do surprises haha! My mommy was saying :" Aiya also old already dun need surprises ready la, got cake to eat can ready," lol!
It's FRUIT cake (because my parents dun like cream and like fruits, and feel that fruit cake is the healthiest cakes of all. My parents both very health-conscious one haha!) and then Zhi Char for dinner EVERY YEAR for their birthdays haha! #So predictable.
The fruit cake everytime same somemore, buy from the same store one haha!

As for presents, i'd do birthday cards for my parents for their birthdays every year one because i really dunno what to get for them haha!
Clothes? Cannot, cause i dunno where to buy their kind of clothes, bugis street dun have sell leh haha!
Ties? Watch? Wallet? Cup? All no need they got ready.
Books? Makeup? Accessories? Hmmmmm nahhhhh.
So in the end nth to get for them also, so do card lo! Every year also do card only haha! But this year, for the first time, i didn't do up a birthday card for them ready:/ Think cause i grow up le, i think every year do birthday card and write the same thing like childish hmmm!

But it's okay because my brother brought back the BEST birthday present!
HIS O LVL CHINESE GOT A2!!!!!:DDD 
Results are released today, on my father's birthday and he got A2!!! Hahahaha my father was so happy lo because all through sec 4 my brother barely passed his chinese exams then suddenly on his birthday he got A2 FOR CHINESE! My brother also kena shocked himself sia haha! #So happy!
Congrats to my brother and HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!:D

We will still be, friends forever.

I really miss my old friends. I miss JJC with IPG+MMMN, I miss Commonwealth with sevenups, poultrys and birdies. Sighhhhhh. NUS is just NOT the same without them la:(

NUS just seems so cold, so unfamiliar. I know i have my new OG and many new friends but i dunno, i can't seem to really get close to them:/ Maybe it's because i've only known them for 3 weeks so yupp? Sighhhh but i feel so distant from them:( We have this facebook group and all of them seem so active in it and so friendly with each other and i'm just sitting in front of my comp looking at it but not contributing to their discussions because i'm not really on the same wavelength as them?:/

I really miss my usual clique:( Like what yuneng just smsed me, "i just miss our loving class". It's like how now that we can't see each other anymore we stalk each other's blogs to feel loved and connected to each other still lol! Sighhhhhh why can't old friends stay together forever??

But at least i have my new cheena clique from my OG haha! They are the nicest new friends ever and i believe that with time, they'll become my next best friends clique haha! And i'm still with dear Es and Bren, we have 4 same modules together this sem heee!(but next sem i dunno already T.T) And with peiqi and maria in FASS too. And duck, weiqi, jolene, serene, sinlin all in NUS too:D And vera living just beside NUS even though she's not studying in nus hee! We're still together, somehow:)

Sec 1 to J2 are my best years in life.
I just miss you all so much, my old friends:(

My OG damn on!

Barely 2 weeks into knowing each other and we've been out on OG outings almost every other day lol! Lunch at the deck on school days, rag & flag day and the recent prawning, i'm seeing them so much haha!
My og's made up of ppl who loves to camwhore and go out, everyone of them adores the camera, even more so then me haha! And i still thought i'm the most like to camwhore one already,  # 原來一山还有一山高.

Some of the nicer pictures from the 100++ prawning pictures haha!

Going to school in 2 hours time, Then i'll be seeing them again haha!
It's nice to have such a big group of new friends in school!;D

Same old brand new you!

Went cycling with the usual clique from A01 on a bright, sunny Monday afternoon:) We were all late, but that's okay because it's usual haha! We celebrated our dear Brenda Boh's birthday and cycled till we (the girls only la actually haha! Cause the boys got army training!) were all out of breath. It was then that i realized my physique isn't up to standard anymore:( Not even halfway to Changi and i've exhausted all of my energy already! The others still have to wait for me while i rest hehheh! I think i'm the most unfit among them liao lol!

You girls are definitely at the top:) It's been almost three years now and even longer with duck and es haha! You girls are the ones whom i know i can Really Truly rely everything on and be who i am, camwhore, unglam, nosy, despo, teeko and whatsnot:)
No secrets, no awkwardness, no conflicts, no hard feelings. We knew each other so well it's totally home wherever there's you guys.
Thanks for always being there for me, through school, through relationships, through life, through growing up, and for accompanying me to the toilet, to events, to the food stalls, to everywhere. You girls made me so independent on you all that i'm actually having a hard time moving on now without you girls by my side everyday anymore:(

Nothing compares. You guys are the bestest bunch of friends i've ever had and i'll ever have!

Great friends are hard to come by, i'll hold on tight to you girls till i breathe my very last breath haha!
I love you all, really really very very much!

It's the start of something new:)

New school, new friends, new life, new style. I need to get used to it all:) I hope NUS would be nice to me!

Starting NUS with a bang!

I LOVE NUSFASS! I LOVE R HOUSE! I LOVE ROWER RANGERS!!!!:D
It's been an amazing 5 days with RowerRangers and all the fun, laughter, jokes, companionship and joy that accompanied:) I've made so many awesome and wonderful new friends there i'm so excited for school to start!! I can't wait to have lectures with them and go to tutorial classes tgt!:D I'm so glad i joined OWeek! It's in this camp that i met so many wonderful people who made me feel so at home at NUS!

I'm not afraid of first day of school anymore, what's there to be afraid of when you have your whole OG to go school with heh! I love RowerRangers!!! It's been only 5 days but i already felt so attached to them! Esp my cheena clique hee!! All day long we speak chinese, i like lol! It's so amazing how we find all the right poeple to make friends with and how fast we all warm up to each other. #The power of orientation:D

Oweek day 1 was scary though:/ Because i didn't know everybody and they all looked so menacing lol! But then all of us smiled after awhile to hide the awkwardness and we begin the chatting. Oweek day 2 was when i found my cheena friends in my OG haha! I was so happy their first language was chinese too and we talked non-stop IN CHINESE lol! I was so nervous when i entered FASS because i was afraid all the ppl there are gonna speak english haha! Not that im bad at english la, its just that i prefer speaking in chinese, and writing in english lol! And day 3 was when i found even more cheena peeps and we cheena tgt lol! Day 4 was beach day and day 5 was sports day. During these two days i used all of my energy hiding away from the sun lol! And for once in my whole entire life, i didn't get sunburnt! Yayness!:D

I know i retype alot times ready but i really love my OG la:) Everybody is so nice, so fun, so sweet, so awesome! I miss them as soon as i said goodbye to them on day 5 T.T! And and my RowerRangers won best OG!!!:D Hehheh so proud!:D So proud of my rowerranger formation cheer too, i showed it off to my family everynight before i sleep lol!

I'm so gonna love my Uni life.:D
RowerRangers, you guys make me look forward to school!

together since young

Amanda, Gl, Me, KK!:D

They were my childhood friends:) Except kk la, who is from JJ haha! Love meetups like this, where we meet again and talk about everything under the sun just like back in the good old days:)