I've never felt so stressed out before. So many things to do, so dumb my brain. I dunno what to do dunno what will happen dunno this dunno that i feel like a piece of stupid shit.
I'm so reliant on others i really dunno what to do now. I think i'm a burden to all my friends. Everything also must depend on them and follow them. Because i dun have a brain. I'm 100% dependent on my friends. Now that i'm alone in this stupid situation i have no one to rely on now. And i can't rely on myself because im too idiotic.
And i have to keep troubling and pestering my friends about what to do now with my stupid problem. I feel so useless, even till now i have to rely on the help from my friends to solve my own problem. I suck leh really, i'm useless like a useless piece of shit.
Go everywhere also dunno how to go need to follow friends, do everything also dunno how to do need to get help from friends, everything also need my friends to remind me, tell me, help me, do with me.
Without my friends i might as well just go and die. I'm such a useless piece of shit seriously.
I really wanna Thank Esther, Jolene, Soe, Maria, Duck, Brenda, Peiqi for helping me through and through over everything even though you guys know you dun really have to help me but you all still keep helping me! THANK YOU!!! I know i'm super mafan and irritating, thank you for bearing with me and giving me all the help you can, i really dunno what to do now but to thank you guys so much!
And thank you boyf, for always being there for me and constantly reminding me that i'm not useless. Thank you for wiping my tears away and telling me things are going to be okay!
I know i need to be independent, but i just can't. I dunno why but i just can't seem to.
