070810 thecamwhorestudyclub:D

What do you do when you are so so so sick and tired of studying??
You play with the camera of course!:D

Let me introduce our members:D
(from left to right) That's dear ah jo, duck, nana, mamasan, me, wifey and lastly aiai!
It's been so long since we've seen each other! I'll forever remember the fun times we had together as poultrys and birdies back in sec three and sec four when we were all still young and innocent HAHA! It's a fantastic day being able to see you all again!:D

And my beloved duck bought me a super fab SP top which cost only $4! SP tops are so much nicer than JJC's, and cheaper too! HAHA!

Love you girls!!!!;D

Day 7. a photo of someone close to you

That's my dear brother!;D hahaha!

He's horrible sometimes and super mean many times but it's okay i still love him all the same haha!;D

Love my sevenups!

HAHAHAHA poultrys and sevenups, i will really die without you all!!!!! I love commonwealth secondary school very very much because its there that i found you all! Teehee!

Sevenups + 50% discount off sushi + playground + camwhore = awesome awesome awesomeness!!!

Let's start the story with ah jo and me:D As usual i went over to fetch dear ah jo since she live just next block to me haha! (I really love it that she lives so near me;D Gives me a sense of security HAHAHA!) Right, and we start fidling with her brand new pink camera and ended up taking lotssss of pictures hahaha!

Then, we met ah dong!

And together, we reached our destination at ah hil's place!

And finally, ah qi joined us on our journey to conquer sushi!

And after that hearty sushi dinner which our dear ah hil managed to get a 50% off, we head to the playgrounddddddd

And we play happily ever after!:D

SEVENUPS (ah poh and ah tang are missing from the pictures), I LOVE YOU!

Photoscape!

Gosh photoscape is the nicest application ever!

I'm not that friendly anymore:(

I used to love saying hi to all the ppl i know but now i hardly even wave to them anymore.
HAHA this is going to be a little sad i guess, but yea, i'm not that hyper or smiley anymore!:( (wellllll i still am, but not so much! haha!)

Perhaps it's the A LVLS stress or maybe it's just the work of my mundane J2 life. I'm starting to feel abit afraid! What if i cant get into NUS or NTU or SMU?!? Then i'm gonna die big time. I'll be stuck halfway, not knowing where else to go. Everybody's working so hard now! And i'm still playing my time away! Hmmmmmmmmmm, maybe it's time i should really start studying already!!!

But i just cant! HAHA! Since june i've been telling myself to study study and everyday i come home from school i'm doing everything except studying! GRRRRRRR!
Studying makes me sad, really! When i'm all alone in my room with only my pathetic notes to accompany me through my evening till 9pm (that's when my mom will come and call me to watch TV tgt!;D), all the horrible thoughts and feelings which i had successfully block out all comes back to me! It's just like how the water behind a dam got stored up until it's so immense that the dam could no longer hold the vast amount of water back anymore and have no choice but to release it.

I would often think about irrelevant things like how i could make people like me, or how i could make my hair nicer, or ponder over the idea of dyeing my hair - (would dyeing harm my hair??) to the more mature topics like what should i aspire to be when i grow up.
And in the process i'll start worrying about how i'm gonna support my parents in the future, about how everything's gonna be ruined if i dun get into a university, about how i should continue if i dun get married before 25 (or can't even find a husband at all! Ohhh the horror:/ ), about how i'm still gonna meetup with all my friends considering how busy everyone's lives will be when we graduate from school and move on to work and set up our own families! Oh my just thinking about my future makes me heavyhearted!

I don't want to move on! I don't want to grow up! I don't want to leave school! I don't want to enter the hectic and seemingly mean workforce! I don't want to part from my classmates! I don't want to be seperated from my friends and being able to meet them only like once every month! I don't want to feel vexed over money matters or family problems or baby problems!
I just want to remain how i am now, in school with all my friends and classmates! I still want to be able to go shopping, movies, swimming...everything i like as and when i want without a care in the world! Ponning school is as easy as ABC when youre still young and carefree and lively! But once you enter adulthood and pon your work, haha you'll give your boss a bad impression and frequent ponning will make you at risk of losing your job!

When you grow up, everything has a price and in everything you do, you have to be responsible, you can't shake problems off like child's play like how i'm shaking things off now! Gosh i dun want to grow up! I dun think i can survive!!

It's funny how peculiar thoughts can just pop out in your head when you're alone and just stoning.

Why can't the world just be a nice and friendly place forever where everyone just loves and adores each other and smile every single second?!
Why can't there be an equal number of boys and girls so everyone would be able to find their soulmate and live happily ever after?!
Why can't everyone just remain young and beautiful till they actually got sick of life and decides to poof and become a flower or something?!

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr I guess it's true how people say one can never be hundred percent worry-free.
But it's alright;D I'll just have to endure till it's 9pm! Haha!;D

Love my poultrys!

Saturdays are super AWESOME with poultrys + wifey! Everyday is wonderful so long as they are there actually:D I'm so glad that we're all in JJ together!

Studying had never been so enjoyable:D

That's my SEAsia SBQ!:D

Introducing my beloved wifey!:D

(first from left!:D)
Wifey's from birdies and she joined us on our Saturday studying mission as well (eunice from birdies is supposed to come too but welllllll... guess she let sleeping got the better of her:/) and She has the nicest hair!

Studying had never been fun.

But with poultrys and wifey, it's made pleasant at least!;D I guess as long as we all study together with all our friends, studying is not a chore after all!;D