Riding solo:D

"We had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches, we found that we were one tree and not two trees." -St Augustine.
Love is when all the feelings of passion has faded, you realize that you still want to be with that person. It is what is left after when being in love has burned away.
I guess i still have a long way to go before i'll understand what love is.

Saw joey today while i was going home. I miss her so much. I miss dance so much! It's that kind of sickening feeling in me when i saw her that reminds me of the fact that i really miss her so much, miss going to dance and seeing the dancers every wed and fri so much! We used to get to see each other and dance tgt twice every week, but now, we hardly ever bump into each other in school anymore! We used to be so close but as time pass and we see each other less and less, we all drift apart.
It's the same for all your friends in primary school and secondary school and all the friends from all over whom you had once been so close with! Once you leave and move to a new place in life, ppl whom you've been that close with are no longer that close anymore.
"People come and people go", that's what they always say, guess it's true after all T.T.

Hmmmmmm but on the brighter side, i suppose that if you meet up often we all your friends, it's gonna be okay after all! That's why we always have those class gatherings and meetups ryt! If we still meetup every now and then we would still be holding on to each other and it'll be impossible for us to drift apart then!
We'd promise that we will dance outing soon. Can't wait!;D

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30 days of photographic memories.
day 1. your facebook profile photo
day 2. a photo of yourself a year ago
day 3. a photo that makes you happy
day 4. a photo of the last place you went on holiday
day 5. a photo of you
day 6. a photo that makes you laugh
day 7. a photo of someone you love
day 8. a photo of your favourite band/musician
day 9. a photo of your family
day 10. a photo of you as a baby
day 11. a photo of your favourite film(s)
day 12. a photo of you
day 13. a photo of your best friend(s)
day 14. a photo of one of your favourite family members
day 15. a photo of you and someone you love
day 16. a photo of you at the last party you went to
day 17. a drunk photo of you
day 18. a photo of one of your classes
day 19. a photo of you on a school trip
day 20. a photo of something you enjoy doing
day 21. a photo of you standing up
day 22. a photo of your town
day 23. a photo of your friend as a baby
day 24. a photo of you that your hair looks nice in
day 25. a photo of a night you loved
day 26. a photo of your favorite weekend
day 27. a photo of last summer
day 28. a photo of what you ate today
day 29. a photo of someone you find attractive
day 30. a photo of you when you were happy
saw this on fiona's blog! Thought i should try this too since i've got so much pictures haha!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!:D

You're such a big boy now! And im so proud of you for everything! For growing up so handsomely, maturing so nicely and treating me so sweetly! It's really so nice to have a brother like you!
It's nice to be able to have someone so close to accompany me when im all alone at home, to go to the cinemas with, to go shopping with and to chat with till late at night than go to sleep tgt! I love it when we pon school tgt, watch super junior tgt, disturb mommy and daddy tgt, talk bout commonwealth tgt, share bout all the boy-girl things tgt and even the times when we fight over the comp! I love you so much! I'm so lucky to have such a nice brother like you whom i can really share everything with! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DIGENE!

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I really enjoyed every moment with you! It's so fun so happy so wonderful! But the feelings aren't right. I thought they were, that this is it. But it isn't. It's not what it should be. And i know it's wrong if i carry on.
I'm sorry i can't stay. I know its so mean so hurtful so terrible so plain selfish. I know. Every relationship that i had, i tried my best to maintain it, make it last. I did really. But i guess things doesn't always happen the way you want it or even will it to. My heart and my brain are two entirely different organs. My heart hates my brain, it doesn't listen. It made me such a horrible person. I hate it. But i can't help it.
I'm sorry. There's something wrong with me. I can't love. I'm a horrible girlfriend, i know. I hate myself for this.
It's best that i'm left single.
Girlfriends, you're right. I'm back!

IKEA.

I LOVE IKEA!
Ikea always send those nice magazines that show you how you can decorate your house with all the pretty and fresh furnitures from Ikea right to your doorstep! I never grew bored of them, every year its a brand new concept with more interesting ideas and stuffs and i would just look through every page of it for like half the day! I fumbled upon that magazine again just now and was taking in every detail in it once more!

IKEA megastore is even nicer and real than the magazine itself!
Let me show you!
Plus, the food there is AMAZING!
There's the meatballs:D
And the hotdog buns!
Gosh i so wanna go Ikea again!

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Just saw my brother doing Amaths. And he's dying.
Oh im so happy i chose the arts course instead of the science course!
With history, econs and geog, i get to lie on my bed and just read those notes like storybooks. I dun have to get up on my study table and do lots and lots of never ending questions which are sometimes just unsolvable! Hist, geog and econs are all answerable. There's no wrong answer. No matter how you write your answer, it'll make sense and turn out all right. Plus, there is only one question. Unlike for maths and science where there is just so many questions and so demoralizing!
I've never liked history, geography nor economics. But they are much more better than maths and the three sciences!
I'm glad i chose this:D

Land of smiles:D

Is it that hard to smile?!
I went for a facial today and its horrible. Everything's nice and comfy but because my beautician who does it for me didn't even smile at me once, it made all the great things horrible and the experience bad. She was pretty, very very pretty in fact! But i didn't like her, not one bit. Her face was this cold, icy expression that everytime i look at her i feel all uncomfortable and awkward and can't wait for that facial to end so i can quickly leave that place! And after i left, i didn't felt that she was pretty, at all.

Compare this,
and this,
The smiley face is so much nicer to look at ryt!









Smiling is so simple! You just have to twitch your lips upwards and there you have it! A nice sweet smile that everybody likes! And if you wanna show your teeth that's even better! A toothy smile is big, fun, real and everything nice!
It is true that smiling is contagious, no matter how sad or afraid you are, when everyone around you flashes you their nice, cheeky great smiles, you'll feel a whole lot better! Instantly! And the next thing you know, you're smiling, your lips will just twitch itself up like a natural reaction when you see smiles. So dun be afraid to take that first step to smile at people! Smile and they'll smile back, it happens:D

Smiling people and happy personalities make my day. Hence i shall smile my whole life through and make other people's day everyday!

This is it!

Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love.

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TOY STORY 3 IS AWESOME!!!!!
It's sweet. funny, touching, amazing and everything nice!
It makes me so guilty and sad everytime i remember how i've ignored my toys, packed them away in plastic bags, left them there all alone and letting dust fall on them, and finally, when i've grown into a teenager, thrown them all away!:(
They have feelings, just like us. Oh god! I'm sorry my toys:( I promise i'll not let my children next time to make the same horrible mistake i've made again HAHA!

I like being with you bimba:D

It's a nice day today!

The weather is nice, the temperature is nice, the place is nice, the bimba is nice:D But eclipse is NOT NICE. It's BORING, TTM.

Jacob and Edward doesn't seem as alluring and attractive as i last saw them. I guess i've matured. HAHA!

But that's okay! It's 10th july today, and it's the national day preview. So yupp! There's fireworks!!!! Fireworks are amazing! They're pretty, awesome, magical, breath taking, beautiful, colourful, amazing! They're the nicest thing to see!


They're gonna be sparkling every saturday at around 8pm until national day!
Venue: esplanade/marina:D

I miss everything so much.

I MISS TAKING PICTURES.I MISS INDIA.
I MISS SLEEPOVERS.I MISS SENTOSA.I MISS BARBEQUES.
I miss everything and everybody so much. It's just three days since school has started and i feel like it's been forever already! Lessons are killing me and i've lose all interest in studying. My mind had gone on strike. It refuses to stay in class and had runaway to all those fun times and places.
Took back GP and MATHS, failed both. Hmmmmmm.

But school's still nice if you minus the lessons!:D It's nice to be back in school with all my awesome classmates and friends around. It's nice to have talking sessions and eating time together again during our long longggg breaks. It's nice to be back in school with I.P.G and mixmaxmox club. It's nice to have such wonderful classmates! They make school so nice and bearable:D

I'll try to do some econs tonight.

In love with super junior!

SUPER JUNIOR - NO OTHER

"As we walked down the same road, we're becoming more and more alike. I'm just surprised, i'm just thankful, i just love you."

They are superb! They are awesome!

They are my favourite boyband in all time history!

Girlfriends are for life.

L to R: me, weiqi, duck, aud, neng:D

Girlfriends are the best people on earth.
They are there for you forever! Whether you're sad or lonely or stressed up or bored or happy or angry or jealous, they'll always be there, close to you, near to you. They understand exactly how you're feeling and are always there when you need a hug or a shopping trip or a swimming time...you name it.


Who needs boyfriends when you've got such amazing girlfriends! HAH!

Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did.





Hahaha saw this at dawnyang's blog and i thought it's really funny!

we have joy we have fun we have seasons in the sun

I GOT MY LIFE BACKKKK!!!!!!
Common tests are over it's time to playyy!!!;D

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I'm at weiqi's house now! Hahaha it's really nice to live so near to her!

My dad and my mom

WARNING: This is highly exaggerated. haha! My dad isn't as emo as i described, it's only because i compare him with my mom and my mom is the epitome of happiness haha!

I love both my dad and my mom. Very very very much! They are both nice and wonderful and awesome in all the many many different ways. And i love them for who they are and who they've made me into. But sometimes i have to admit that i'm much closer to my mom than to my dad. I share all the silly, sad, stressful and happy moments with my mom. I'd be talking to her every single moment, from clothes to tv, from studies to periods and from girlfriends to boyfriends. Maybe it's a girl thing or maybe it's because i get to spend more time with my mom. But i guess the main reason why is because my mom is a much livelier and jollier person as compared to my dad.

My mom and dad are so different in so many many ways it's really touching to know how they fell in love with each other, how they learn to live and grow old with each other, and how they both teach me and my brother the many valuable life skills and nurture us to understand all the meaningful way of life.
My mom talks alot, my dad seldom speaks.
My mom's language is chinese, and my dad's english. (I guess that's why i speak chinese more and my brother communicates in english more frequently)
My mom likes to tell jokes, my dad likes the more serious stuffs.
My mom likes to share all the random thoughts and stories, my dad hates details.
My mom loves melodramas, my dad prefers the monotonous sports programmes.

It's a different way on how they react to things too!
Sometimes when i really got so bored of studying i'll just flare up and say things like "i dun wan to study anymore" and you can guess the response of my parents.
My dad will say much serious things like if i dun study, i wun be able to get a good job and i'll have to settle for less in life and bla bla bla.
My mom will just tell me in a good hearted way "okay lo, next time find rich guy marry got time dun forget to go bring me eat nice food"

There's also the times when i leave my dad or my mom alone at home to go out and play. When it's my dad, i feel guilty everytime i leave the house and know that he'll be alone at home the whole day. I know my dad doesn't like to be left alone at home, neither does my mom. And that's why i feel so bad everytime when i have to forsake them to go have fun. I felt so selfish and mean. But when it's my mom, it's different. I felt more carefree. I suppose that's because i know my mom will either be contentedly watching her drama or happily chit-chatting with my aunts whom she will invite home.

I guess my dad and mom are pretty compatible with each other this way. My mom needs my dad to have a more realistic point of view in life and my dad needs my mom to keep him on the brighter side.

It's also because of this difference that makes me who i am. I learnt how to think on the bright side of things no matter how sad or hopeless the matter may be. I also come to understand and appreciate what are the stuffs that are good for me and that studying is one of them haha! I learnt how to come to terms with all the bullshits and how to make decisions for myself.

All the many nice things in life, i owe them to my parents.
I love them so much, more than anything else in the world.