You're such a big boy now! And im so proud of you for everything! For growing up so handsomely, maturing so nicely and treating me so sweetly! It's really so nice to have a brother like you!It's nice to be able to have someone so close to accompany me when im all alone at home, to go to the cinemas with, to go shopping with and to chat with till late at night than go to sleep tgt! I love it when we pon school tgt, watch super junior tgt, disturb mommy and daddy tgt, talk bout commonwealth tgt, share bout all the boy-girl things tgt and even the times when we fight over the comp! I love you so much! I'm so lucky to have such a nice brother like you whom i can really share everything with! HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY DIGENE!
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I really enjoyed every moment with you! It's so fun so happy so wonderful! But the feelings aren't right. I thought they were, that this is it. But it isn't. It's not what it should be. And i know it's wrong if i carry on.
I'm sorry i can't stay. I know its so mean so hurtful so terrible so plain selfish. I know. Every relationship that i had, i tried my best to maintain it, make it last. I did really. But i guess things doesn't always happen the way you want it or even will it to. My heart and my brain are two entirely different organs. My heart hates my brain, it doesn't listen. It made me such a horrible person. I hate it. But i can't help it.
I'm sorry. There's something wrong with me. I can't love. I'm a horrible girlfriend, i know. I hate myself for this.
It's best that i'm left single.
Girlfriends, you're right. I'm back!
