Let's talk about money.
Money is the root of all evil.
You have it, you're evil, you dun have it, you die.
I'm stingy, yes, i know, very very stingy, stop reminding me about it already!
But given a choice who would want to be stingy?!?! I dun like being stingy and kept having to be called cheapo or wadever!
IF I HAVE MONEY I WOULD SPEND SPEND SPEND, TREAT EVERYBODY EVERYTHING, PAY FOR ALL THE RICH ASS STUFFS AND FEEL SUPER GOOD ABOUT IT! Because it's an act of generousity and everybody LOVES generous people!
But as much as I WANT to do that, I CAN'T! I DUN HAVE THE MONEY. IM NOT RICH! Everything i spend on i have to think twice, i can't afford to buy branded goods (that's why half of my clothes are from bugis street), i never had anything branded before in my whole life, and everytime i eat in restuarants i look through the menu and choose the most cheapskate food.
And people call me cheapo. For years.
And for years i've been trying my best not to mind, to take it as a joke, remain positive and think of it as a compliment, because AT LEAST i look good in cheapo clothes.
But I REALLY DUN LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!! WHO LIKES TO BE CALLED CHEAPSKATE EVERYDAY!?!?!? BUT I HAVE NO CHOICE TO BE RYT!!! BECAUSE I DUN HAVE MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i still can't find any job wts!!! I need money i want money i accepted almost every job recruit express intro me, called every tuition centre number, went for every interview and end up with what?!
NO REPLIES, NO CALLS BACK, NO JOB, NO MONEY.
Im not sad, im not being emotional, im just angry, and disappointed. Im trying my best already, but its still to no avail.
OKAY RANTING COMPLETE.
IM NOT USUALLY LIKE THIS. (In fact, this is the first time i've posted up this kind of negative stuff on my blog!)
IT'S JUST CAUSE I REALLY CANT TAKE MONEY PROBLEMS ANYMORE I NEED TO TELL YOU ALL THAT IM NOT BEING CHEAPO, OR BORN STINGY! IM JUST SPENDING THE MOST I CAN OUT OF THE DAMN LITTLE MONEY I HAVE!!!!!!!!!
2012 is coming, Duck says we might really all just perish in 2012.
So i should stop being vexed over dumb money issues and NO WORK NO WORK LO!
If we're all gonna be gone by 2012 i'd rather use up all my savings, play my days away and spend all my time with my friends and family than to go work.
STAY POSITIVE.
Because those who mind (me being stingy/cheapo) dun matter, and those who matter dun mind (me being stingy/cheapo) !;D
