Life is so sibei siannn leh!
Hahahaha k la i dun mean it the negative way but i AM really very sick of my mundane lifestyle every single day!
Everyday i wake up, i stone. I will think of what to do later on in the day and everyday is the same. ZZZZZ leh seriously.
Teach tuition, use comp, boyf, occasional meetups with friends, Tv watching on alternate nights. Its getting boring.
I need excitement, i want fun, i need something, anything, to excite me, make me look forward to life everyday!
It used to be SO easy! Everday going to JJ is so exciting i love it! Making new friends, meeting friends everyday, everyday used to be so fun! Sighhh i miss school days:/
They say happiness lies in your own hands, so i try everyday to find things to do that would excite myself. And to do that i need to go out everyday, with lots and lots of friends, because staying at home is just so boring because i need to talk, and laugh, and go crazy to feel excited.
So i plan meetups, outings, lots and lots of it. And it really works! On that day that i have something to do, friends to go out with i'll wake up so damn happy and jump out of bed to get ready haha!
But unfortunately it doesn't happen everyday.
Because all my friends are ALL SO DAMN BUSY!!!!!!!!! (K la i also
quite busy, but not
damn busy! haha!)
I'm not complaining (okay fine, i AM complaining), but haizzzz can't they make time for ME???!?!!?:(
Dun they wanna see me too??!?!?!?! Haizzzz finee maybe they dun really wanna see me siann:(
BUT I REALLY WANNA SEE THEM!!!! DEAR FRIENDS I MISS YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH!!!! I WANNA GO OUT EVERYDAY WITH YOU ALL! If not i really fucking no life lehh!!! CAN YOU ALL PLEASE MAKE TIME FOR ME PLEASE??????:///
Okay moving on, let me touch on the topic of love. Hahaha!
Love's amazing, everytime i'm with him i get butterflies all over my body. And everytime i see him my heart skips abit. Everything i do with him seems like the best thing to do and everywhere he brings me seems like the best place on Earth.
And everytime we need to part my heart cries. And this is where it really sucked. Evertime he say byebye my heart drops down, i can feel it. I dun wanna say byebye but i need to because i also wanna go home and watch TV with my mommy hahha! It's not like we'll never meet again but stilllll, it's really heartbreakening seeing him go down the stairs and hearing the sound of his slippers getting softer and softer:(
And despite how much i wanna see him i still kept disappointing him. I suck. But i really can't stand the thought of seeing you just for one hour before i need to rush off for tuition again!:/ I dun like to say byebye to you la!
And finally, one last thing before i end this post and rush off to tutor my naughty twin sisters, I DUN LIKE TO GO HOME LATE!!!!! I wanna reach home everyday before 8 to see my mommy and watch TV with her haha! (Because that's the ONLY time i'll get to see her everyday cause she works till 7 plus EVERYDAY siannnnnnn:/)
My mommy is my greatest happiness, being with her makes me feel so safe and secure and contented. Watching TV with my mommy is heaven:D And knowing that my daddy and brobro is outside watching the other TV (their sports channel) is paradise!;D
Oka byebye going tuition now! Please let me catch the bus at 9.30pm so that i can be home by 10pm tonight for TV with my mommy heee!;D