I WAS A NERD:DD

When i was young, i had insanely high expectations of myself, siao one! So i was much much much more stressed than i am now hahaHA!
I Cried over my PSLE score of 242 because i was so disappointed for not hitting 260! My goodness if i were to go back in time i sure slap myself real hard one haha!

Then as i faced reality when i was less driven in sec 4, i aimed for an L1R5 of below 10 (more realistic la:D) and i got it! Mine was a ninenineNINE!;D HAHA that's my proudest achievement ever in my whole life really! I'm very very proud of it haha! Abit nerd ah! But nvm cause at least it drove me to study EVERYDAY and mugged really hard!

HAIZ i really dunno what's gotten into me in these two years of JC life really!
I think it's the adverse effect of pushing myself too hard in Primary and Secondary school! I'm like shrinking my two years JC course into some three months crash course hmmmm! If only i've retained some of my nerd character in me when i came into JC!
But oh welll! I'm not regretting la, these two years had been really the time of my life!:D Hopefully my three months of intensive mugging is able to offset my 20 months of errs enjoying life!;D HAHA just let me get into a local university! That will be my greatest wish come true!!;D

We are nerds and we're loving it!!!;DD

Since i'm here already i shall just dive back to the nerdy me 6 years ago!:D
Hmmmmm 6 years ago.... I HAVE COMPLETELY NO LIFE hahaha!
Throughout my primary school life all i can remember of myself doing is studying reading homeworking studying reading homeworking. I dunno how i survived my 6 years in Primary school doing that EVERYDAY!!! No wonder everytime the aunties i know will tell my mommy i very good girl lol!
I really never thought of anything else except studying! No SHOPPING no CLOTHES no TV no COMP no BOYS no CAMERA, just STUDY AND STUDY!
The first time i ate MAC: Sec one
                                KFC: Sec two
                                BURGER KING: Sec three
                                SAKAE SUSHI: Sec four
                                SAKURA: J1
HAhaha abit sua ku! I rememember how everytime my friends will talk about going Mac like it's their second home i was still wondering what is Mac lol! And that time i told esther it's my first time eating at burger king when i was sec three she just look at me with the o.0 face haha!

SO I'M GLAD I DIDN'T GET 260++ FOR MY PSLE if not i think i will still be studying at some power mugger school studying my life away 0.o!

it's back to U-Kiss tonight!;D

TWO PAPERS DOWN! BYEBYE AND NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN (hopefully) PHYSICAL GEOG AND SouthEastAsia HIST!;DD

soooooooo it's U-kiss again! HEE!

GUYS SHOULD JUST WEAR TUXEDO EVERYDAY OMIGOSHHH!! White or black also can!
LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! why cant A lvls be about U-Kiss and SJ and SHINee??:(

On the other side of the window

I like the bus journey home. I like the feeling of nostalgia i get as i plug into my MP3, watching the world go by.
Wellll, that was one month before. Now, i would whip out my geog notes to read as the bus moves on as before.
Boring much, i know.
All study and no play does makes me a dull girl:/

Anyway, saw this article on "beauties all over the world" in [xin min ri bao] last week!

Apparently the plastic surgeons came out with this ideal set of female face for each country hahaha!
My mom was so excited about this that she immediately zoom over to show me lol lol!

Pretty much! I think the China one is the prettiest!;D



Right i shall now end of with yummy yummy cakes that my cousin brought us last Sunday as she's getting married soon!!! AAHHHHH I WANNA GET MARRIED TOO ALREADY T.T!

If there's only falling in love and no falling out of love, the whole world would be in love!

OH! And last but not least, Happy Deepavali!!! My whole family's at home today finally after so longggg!!! Gonna spend QUALITY TIME with them hehheh! It's my mom's curry for breakfast, lunch and dinner! YUM YUM XOXO! WAHAHA!

HAHAHA!;D

I'm that boreddd T.T

Birthdays are over, school's long over, outings and gatherings are things of the past.
For now, life is just plain mugging.
3 more days. omg omg OMG!

Sucks to be me! Nvm nvm one more month i'll endure!
kk going to start studying again soooooooooon!;D

i'm backkkkk!

Decided against not going udders with IPG and da 6 gays after GP today:( It's such a hard decision to make T.T
It's the first time i'd actually forsake play to study! 10 more days to the big As!

Ryt, i shall go back to studying mode now!

Duck! it's your birthday II

dee, wifey, duck, es, me!

Birthdays are such wonderful occasions;D Poultrys and birdies forever!!;D

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Every girl would fall in love with a wrong guy, get hurt and learn to move on. That's how we grow up, that's how we know the cruel truth that love hurts.

Duck! it's your birthday!!;D

Darling = duck-ling = DUCK!;D
From sec three to J2, we've been through all the highs and lows, happy and sad, lame and insane, joys and delights, boyfriends and no boyfriends, quarrels and cold wars, exams and holidays...

I love you so much it's insane, even scary sometimes:D Haha i do get jealous when i see you holding hands with other girls you know! It's very stupid i know but i can't help it duck! I guess it's love HAHAHA!

Duckie! you've been so much in my life! In fact, i think the most wonderful part of my life begins in sec 3, when i first met you and the poultrys!:D

From my first impression of you as an unapproachable scary ah lian to my wonderful, sweet, lovely, ever-so-considerate, forever-so-helpful, everyday-by-my-side, knowing-me-inside-out, everything-also-can duck now, these four years had been amazing duck!;D And it's because of you!

Thanks for coming into my life, for being my duck, and for every single thing you've done for me duck! I'm such a lucky girl to have you duck!

Nothing can describe how much i love you duck!!:D
Even if the sky drops down, even if the sea open up and swallow us all i will never let go of you duck, you're too precious:D

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUCK!!! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!:D
(ps: dee and es i promise i'll dedicate one for you both next year on your birthdays hee!;D)

happy advanced birthday to duckieeee

To my beloved duck: WE LOVE YOU!!!;DD

we love sunglasses:D

On a sidenote, these are really sweet!!!

Boy:Why havent you had a boyfriend yet?

Girl:Im not allowed, why dont you have a girlfriend?

Boy:Cos your not allowed to have a boyfriend yet :)

Girl: what would you do if i broke up with you?

boy: then i'd go back to my ex.

(girl cried and broke up with him)

--next day--

girl: what are you doing here??

boy: like what i said, i'd go back to my ex. so, will you take me back ?

awwwwwwwww!!

The joys of being in school!

I LOVE 09A01!!!

It's the birthdays of gilbert and weiqi!:D HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY to you two dodo birds!;D

Birthdays in school are just amazing!
and 09A01 is even more amazing:D
I love school so much i'm missing school already T.T

Dearest JJ!

It's been two years of joy, anxiety, sorrows, fears, excitement, laughter, fun, madness, food craze, the list goes on. I'm just so grateful for everything. Thank you JJ, for giving me the best teachers (except my stupid ct unfortunetely), the best JC mates, the best JC class (09A01), the best JC friends (IPG+MMMN), the best JC food and definitely the best JC life;D

Two years just flew by so fast! I hadn't even realise how grown up we all are now! I used to board the bus and look up to all my seniors in JC uniform thinking "har still long la! i still very young". Then when i finally graduated from Commonwealth Sec i thought i was still young, i am just one year older than my sec school friends. Now that i'm approaching the end of J2, it then dawned upon me: It's time to grow up. And be mature. The time has come for us 18 year olds to move on to greater things in life.

It's horrying. How things zoom by so fast.
I'm very reluctant. I think i'm still stuck in inertia, i guess i dun wan to grow up at all! Or to even move on.
I still want to wear that school uniform to school everyday, get pocket money from my parents every month, wake up early at 7am every Monday to Friday, sing the national anthem and school song every morning, say hi to all my friends whom i'll pass by in school every other day at different places different times and queue up with all my fellow schoolmates for cheap canteen food!
I will miss all these so much, every bit of it. JJ, you've been so wonderful!

Right, enough of those heavy-hearted stuffs!
It's last day of school with 09A01, the most wonderfully amazing class ever!!

L to R: maria syah desiree jess bren weile(mix) weiqi(max) mj duck mswen jay aud isaac neng es ccb gil onew(mox) me jas sal ant kis zhiwei faris:D

It's 09A01 with our favourite teacher, Ms Hannah Wen! She's the best! She's caring, nice, helpful, sweet, pretty and uber cute to boot! Thanks Ms Wen, we will Ace our GP we hope!;D

IPG are back in action!;D Es, bren, duck, aud, me!

THANKS IPG! For always being there! Thanks for running away with me from scary Mdm Koh, for always accompanying me to the toilets, to buy food, to consultations, to everything! School's never gonna be the same without you guys!
We will be IPG (my goodness, the name IPG! dun ask us what does IPG stands for because we're never gonna tell you, its just too... haha! It's the most ridiculous and awesomely insane clique name i've ever had in my whole life!), forever and ever hahaha!

And what's A01 without the 6 gays: Isaac, Kisnaa, Salihin, Jay, Chia cheng and Gilbert!:D

09A01 is forever noisy because of them blabbing and lambasting always at the back row in class! There's actually faris, zhiwei, xp too but well, guess they're just not gay enough like the 6 of the above jokers?:D They're so gay they would go everywhere together i swear! We've seen it! When one stands up and goes to the toilet, the other five will follow automatically. And when one of them are in trouble, the other five will all push their asses in and get involve in the trouble altogether. And when one of them has a girlfriend or found a new eye-candy, you can be sure it's sharing session. And, they wait for each other to finish up their food before returning their plates together many a time! It's just so sweet, their love.

Isaac jay gil onew me weile weiqi es bren aud duck faris sal:D

I love IPG+MMM! the three extra guys at the left and two extra guys at the right just love to poke their faces into very photo but since we're all nice girls, we dun mind!;D

09A01! WITH LOVES!

JURONG JUNIOR COLLEGE, i will always remember my 2009 and 2010 with you:D

day 14. a photo of one of your favourite family members

My dearest Mommy!

My mom was a beauty queen 30 years ago, and she still is now!:D

I just simply can't live without her. She's my favourite person on earth.
She's my best friend, my soulmate, my god, my teacher, my advisor, my matchmaker, my chef, my housekeeper, my confidante, she's my everything.
I can't tell you how lucky i am to have her as my mom! Every mom is the best mom on earth because they're just so amazing! They possess telepathic powers and the magical touch. They are the ones who define us. Daughters are amazing because their moms are.

My mom doesn't limit me, she doesn't set curfews, she doesn't control me in my spending or whom i go out with. But she's always by my side at the end of the day, she understands me and knows when to interfere. She teaches by her actions and not just mere words and because of her example, i know my limits.

I try to be home early whenever possible because i want to be by her side at night and watch the TV together with her. When we cry (over the drama), we cry together and when it (the tv again:D) jokes, we laugh together. I love watching tv, because i get to watch it with my mom:D

I can't wait for her to come home after work everyday because that's when i will fill her up with all my happenings in the day and she will enlighten me with hers!
We hug, we laugh, we roll, we squeal.
I simply adore my mom. She's the best thing in this whole wide world and i just am simply so lucky to have her!

She loves me with all her heart and might.
And she will never ever break my heart, she's my everlasting love.
We dun need any weddings or vows or documents, i will love her and she will love me till the very end of time:D

day 10. a photo of you as a baby

Haha i've decided i wanted to do my baby picture post after all when i found this!

My bro on the left and me on the right:D

Okay la, it's not exactly my baby photo, but stillllll, it's somewhere there haha!;D
Love my brother, i didn't know he was so cute right from the start:D

back to square one

I dun like to study. I dun like waiting for traffic lights. I dun like waiting for buses. I dun like PE lessons. I dun like to sweat. I dun like oranges. I dun like durians. I dun like people who dun smile. I dun like wearing spectacles. I dun like to be underestimated. I dun like to be alone. I dun like gas-sy drinks. I dun like lemon tea too.

I like swimming. I like shopping. I like eating maggie mee. I like water chestnut. I like watching movies. I like watching TV. I like reading love stories. I like 8 days. I like friendly personalities. I like watermelons. I like purple. I like mascaras. I like drizzles. I like heart shapes. I like long long letters/messages. I like being tan. I like being with all my friends. I like sharing secrets. I like playing old maid. I like marshmellows and honey stars:D

HELLO girl!

Shinee got me falling in love with them all over again:D

The day i turn M18:D

The day has finally come for me to grow up and join the world of matured young adults;D
18, that's my passport to watching M18 movies yay haha!

My 18th birthday had been as awesome as my seventeenth birthday although it now meant that i'm one year older with more responsibilties oh!

Right, pictures time haha!

I shall start off with my first birthday celebration with sevenups!

Then on last Sat with Poultrys and 3 of the birdies!;D

Then my family of course on Sunday!:D

And today, 5th oct 2010, i spent my day with the girls of A1!;D

Class A01 is back with birthday celebrations! And this time its my birthday hahaha!;D

Also, with birthday comes presents!!;D

Panties from mommy, scarf from jas and sl, titbits and ikea table from IPGMMMN, bag from jj, mug from YYcha, cards from wifey, duck, es, jj, yy, super junior poster and game cards from poultrys, jumper from hilda!

Thank you so much all my friends for these wonderful gifts!;D I love them all!! Especially you junjie! For the bag, bangle and card that you pulled everybody(bryant, gilbert, xinzhi, irene, yaotian, yaojun, mabel, kongyong, xuanyu, peiqi) to chip in haha! You brought all my friends together again jj! It's awesome!
Thank you all so much!!:D

And to wifey, duck, es, jj, sl and yingyan: THANKS for the cards! They're so touching and lovely! I promise i will make cards from today onwards (i do not have the habit of writing cards:( i know how bad i am now!) for all of you all!:D

And to my beloved duckk: Duck your blog's post is amazing i love it so muchh!! Having you in my life is a wonderful birthday present by itself!;D

And to all my friends who sent SMS and facebook wishes, THANKS SO MUCH!! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT!!;D

I will try my best to remember all my friends' birthdays and send them sms wishes at 12am from today onwards because i know it's really nice to receive birthday msges on your phone while you're lying in bed on your birthday at 12 midnight:D

it's my birthday soon III;D

It's IMM again for my advanced birthday haha!;D

My beloved brother!:D (He just loves to act kool har!)

And i got a new phone finally after a zillion years thanks to my mommy and daddy haha!

Introducing my new Samsung Monte!;D (haha jolene in the end i still got the same model as you heh!)

Ryt, gonna do some history essays tonight!;D